is feeling Horrible
feeling down about my broken foot :(
Recently: 4 hugs received more …
I doubt sometimes whether a quiet & unagitated life would have suited me-yet I sometimes long for it. - Byron
"Seven years ago I had an attack of pathological enthusiasm. I believed I could stop cars and paralyze their forces by merely standing in the middle of the highway with my arms outspread." ~Robert Lowell
July 3, 2008 11:41am
Hello everyone. I'm still in hospital, but I've hit a massive low. I dont think I'm going to be around much longer. I've never felt …
April 17, 2008 5:21am
Helloooo everyone...hope that you are all doing ok. I'm still on the psychiatric ward at the moment, have been there a month tomorrow. Am at a …
April 5, 2008 5:41am
Well, unfortunately all my good intentions in my last entry havent worked out. I got very very bad a couple of days later and have been on the …
March 20, 2008 1:23pm
Started a new goal because I am NOT going back to hospital again. I have been a stupid amount of times lately, it's hurting me and everyone, and …
March 19, 2008 8:06am
Just waiting for a home visit from my CPN. Not expecting miracles but at least she's easy to talk to. I know EXACTLY what I'm tempted to do …
hey hun how are u? i noticed u were low is there something worng? can i help support u in anyway?
I can't say I know how it feels,but I can sympathize about not knowing how to get rid of the Pain inside! Hope things are going OK for you!
hey hun happy birthday enjoy xx
Happy Birthday Mate Hope you have a lovely day xx
stop by to say hi. hope things are good.
Had depression since I was 12, diagnosed with clinical depression at 14. It's never really gone away, had better periods and very bad periods resulting in numerous hospitalizations. Vow to break free from the cycle I got trapped in and not let this illness beat me.
How do I sum this up in 500 words? I'm creatively chaotic...unfortunately a lot of the time there seems to be more chaos than creativity. My moods are as you would expect, multiplied by 10,000 when unmedicated (which I make sure never happens) It still astonishes me how one illness can bring so much light and so much hideous darkness into your life.
Started self harming when I went into Care, felt really abandoned and like no one wanted me. The only way I could cope with the emotion building up inside me was to self harm. It started off scratching until I bled but ended up going as deep as possible with knives and razor blades. Also take overdoses as a form of self harm (when its not about suicide, just trying to cope). Am trying to stop, have so many scars already that may never fade. Trying to find positive alternatives.
Have had asthma pretty much my whole life, as long as I can remember. I had a few serious attacks which I was hospitalised for when I was younger (about 13) and it has been bad since it got cold but I've got it pretty much under control.
Have been told I have this by various professionals. Told I have complex PTSD. The result of traumatic events at a young age, extreme bullying, sexual assault. Very hard to deal with the past but I'm determined not to let it beat me.
