Journal Entry for August 7, 2008
August 7, 2008 12:31pm
I did this thing. And it feels an awful lot like something I shouldn't have done. But something unavoidable, because it was the right thing to …
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About Me
Hey! You can either call me Abbey or Abril, I really don't mind which. I'm extremely athletic and I play basketball in college. I'm also a musician and that tends to be my main focus. I play a few different instruments, but my favorite is the guitar. I like to write and play my own music, but I'm not so good at playing it live infront of people. I have a wonderful girlfriend by the name of Jen, and we've been together for 2 years now.
Interests
Listening and making music. Working out. Tegan and Sara. Ellen DeGeneres (she's my hero). Guitars. Trumpets. Baritones. Books. Bands. Musicals. Comedies. Grammar. You.
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September 27
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Kamikazeisgreen updated their status 7:20pm
I wont.…
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Kamikazeisgreen changed their mood to Good 7:20pm
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Kamikazeisgreen gave jdrummer07 a Hug 12:19am
I'm glad to hear you're doing good! And yeah, i'm a college freshman. It's kind of the most amazing thing…
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Video Entry 2!
July 19, 2008 8:29pm
I can't figure out how to use the video journal thing on the site, so youtube is the way to go for …
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Video entry?! Huh?!
July 15, 2008 9:40pm
Go Here!
What's there?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKPJxY4Zbvg
That. A video entry that I put up on youtube because you …
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New song called "Not I"
July 7, 2008 2:44am
Lying in the grass, looking at the stars
Dreaming about the future, claiming it was completely ours
And how beautiful you looked, lying in my arms
I …
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Hugbook
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how r u where r u going to school at
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Hug
haha, yeah, it is pretty amazing, i'll have to agree. and yeah, sophomore... yesssss.
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Hug
Hey!! Doin' ok, just focusing on school basically. How about you? College freshman, right?
I’m With You
welcome to my circle of friends and thanks for your time :) I will do my best to be here for ya anytime u need or want to talk :) ps: much appreciated :)
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Awh thanks you're awesome too.
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Support Groups
Close Gay & Lesbian Teens
Well, my mother made a deal with me. If I never tell anyone else in my family, don't let her see it, or don't let anyone else see me in any "inappropriate behavior" as in even holding hands with another girl, then i'm okay. Otherwise we're going to have some issues. I dont even know why I bother trying to be myself. It's going to end up blasting to hell. Or my head's going to explode. Either way it's the 4th of July without the independence part.
Close Depression
Dude, I don't even know.
Treatments
- Laughter Somewhat Helpful
- See...I laugh things off. I try to joke them away. And in a way it makes me feel better, but it's me not facing my problems. Just setting them aside.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I go see a lovely lady every wednesday and she listens while I talk. And I listen when she talks. It's a full circle sort of thing.
Open Shyness
I dont really know how to classify my shyness. I'm not shy when im with a group of close friends. But when i'm around just...people that I barely know or friends of friends I can't seem to talk. I'm always afraid that if I do one wrong thing they'll forever eliminate me from their minds. I don't know, i'm working on it.
Open Coming Out
There isn't really a story, i'm just terrified.
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