Journal Entry for November 23, 2007
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!
It was absolutely delicious. We do this thing every year with my family and my uncle's family- we all go around …
is feeling Excellent
My name is Jenna and I'm a 22 year old student at Metro State studying Sociology and Native American Studies. I'm trying to focus a lot on my future career - I really want to go to law school to study Native American Law and maybe become a lobbyist or work on the National Congress of American Indians.
music. shopping. chic flicks. being with my family. painting. reading. politics. speaking my mind. native american issues. autumn. photography. bookstores in general.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!
It was absolutely delicious. We do this thing every year with my family and my uncle's family- we all go around …
I'm so angry. I'm so angry all the time. I just sit and hate people from my past that it takes up my energy and time and sometimes I …
I walked out on my job. I couldn't be there a minute longer. My friends ask "what happened to set you off?" and it's hard to …
I'm unmotivated. I haven't been finding the support I need from my family or friends or boyfriend - my family just recently told me that I was "wasting the best years of my life being fat," my friends tell me it's not about looks and that i'm "really cute" and my boyfriend says "then do something about it." I've always been bigger, I never considered myself obese until I just recently went to the doctor was told that I infact was. Bottom line: I need to talk with people who know what it's like.
I was recently diagnosed with depression - basically I spend my days feeling alone, tired, unmotivated, crying, guilty, and anxious.
I'm a grudge-holder. I can barely function sometimes because of how angry I am at people of my past and present. I hate feeling guilty all the time because .. well, I've turned into an unforgiving relentless bitch.