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I've been watching my mom for a while and she's been complaining that her one foot is hurting. . . . which is becoming apparent to me that …
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I suffer from depression and i need help with my sexual orientation. Ummm . . .now that iam in a more postive sate of mine i can say a little more about me. I am not sexually attrative . . . okay i'm not attractive period. i love dogs i lost my lover (my dog) last yaer a week or so after my birthday she died of cancer. Three days after that i got a phone call and a freind of mine that has always supported me died of cancer. No pitty is nessacary i've learned to live my life for them but it never gets easier i know. I though for people to undestand me that they would actually want to know about my tragideies in life and the happy moments in my life. Ummmm . . . i loooooooooooooooooooooove boys lol. I absoloutly love them. I also love my mother dearly, i am always depedndent on her for support and encourgament. I love my friends who smoke and do drugs. I have been clean from drugs for a year now, but that will end supposdely soon for a hoot of weed lol (shame on me i know) My friends are really tolerante and will defenc me as i defend them no matter what! I will kill, die, and bitch for them, just as they would do for the same for me. Ummmm . . . this getting long . . . lol . . . lol i'm trying to loose weight without falling into the side of me that wants to be anorexic to look pleasing to them. Ummm . . . i am open to new expirences and i have to admit im curiouse about bondage and S&M . . . someone who knows about and practices it would you inform me, what its like? lol a silly request i know. Umm . . . thats really all about me, i guess. Message me here or email me at: cutter_13@hotmail.com. I dont always check it i know and i'm using the the skool computer at the moment but i try to check as much as i can. Love ya all and carry on in life.
Debating. Writting. Philosophy. Psychology. People. Personality(s). Morbid Fascination. Piano and pipe orga (though i cant play either, to my dissapointment.) Art (van goh especially). Victorian Era Culture. and Neo-Victirian Music.
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i write in my journal at home and i write in my journal here alot sometimes there miscellanoius poems…
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I've been watching my mom for a while and she's been complaining that her one foot is hurting. . . . which is becoming apparent to me that …
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I'm 17 outed at 16 single lonely and depressed and i want to know that i am not the only one in this pathetic lonley world that is gay and feels the same way as i do. I dont speak with a lisp or anything an di dont dress fashionable. I do drugs smoke and i can be rather abusive when i have a down day and i get upset when critized and emabrssed i want to be loved and cherrished and above all else respected and cared for like a human being. thanks for your time
Okay i dont suffer from MS, please listen listen if that disgusts you, my mother does. As i write this tears are rolling down my eyes, she has mild MS i'm not exactly sure what that means, but i'm worried that one day she'll just die, and i'll loose another one i love, so i need help with dealing with MS as well, i really worry about her, i want to get as much inforamtion as i can so i can help her. thanks
Okay i have never lost anyone in my life before, until last year, if you look at the pics of the husky on my profile i lost her and i lost a friend of mine two days after that to cancer. I couldnt move for that whole week and and weekend i sat in my bed absolotuly sobbin and crying. I wanted them both back so much. I couldnt live without them and i'll be honest, i still feel that way somteitmes
i'm joining alot of support groups cuz i'm finally realising i have more problems then i thought. I'm trying to quite Weed for the Sixth time, i feel like such a loser, cuz i cant quite smoking and i cant quite weed and i cant quite this and that, like wow i'm i like totally just a ineffiecent person who is to suffer forever upon my addictions until finally one day i just die? My addictions have cost me so much and my parents so much stress like argh i just cant quite by myself i need support
I'm not sure i'm going to be legally a man in a year so might as well join lol, and get my homosexuality confusion and problems and fustrations out.
I've been sober for a year until the past two weeks and i couldnt do it anymore and i began using my hidden straight razor to cut myself again and again, i didnt even care or notice but now, i'm afraid of whats happening to me. God i truly am dead to the world. arent i?
I get very stressed when i leave home for a long periods of time. I also dont like being seperated from my mother for long periods of time either i get depressed and anxous
Highschool hasnt or will be a dream. I'm stressed adn cant seem to get anything done and i already becoming short tempered.
I lost Anika my beatuiful lovely husky a year ago (Soon to be two years in February 09) i miss her and still feel alot of grief and i cant let her go