Journal Entry for June 1, 2008
June 1, 2008 11:40pm
K, so I haven't written in my journal for a long time. Well I am going to a new dietiction which I need to reschedual an appt with her. I …
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About Me
I'm 26 yrs. old and trying to get my life together I want to be healthy. I just got a job as a preschool assistant praise God haven't worked for a while been to sick. love my nieces and nephews, scrapbooking, swimming, hiking.
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Recent Activity
Thursday
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suzieann replied to he8e’s discussion post how long will this fight endure? in the Eating Disorders support group 2:29am
He8e thanks for writing this topic. I to have been so frusterated with this cycle of ED. I read some…
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suzieann replied to LupeGolightly’s discussion post Air Scrabble in the Eating Disorders support group 2:13am
put…
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suzieann and gracey2424 are now friends 2:04am
September 21
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suzieann replied to scoobykidd’s discussion post How to function in the Sexual Abuse support group 7:38am
Wow I am going through the same thing and really struggling to funtion at my job because the flashbacks…
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suzieann gave gracey2424 a Hug 7:29am
I'm glad your here:) This is a great place for support and not feeling so alone! I'm sorry about all…
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Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
March 3, 2008 11:29pm
I want to purge so baddddddd! I just finished eating dinner well I couldn't eat as much as was on my …
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Journal Entry for January 26, 2008
January 26, 2008 4:34am
So things are going alittle better today even though it's 1:30am and I'm still up. Just can't sleep anxiaty. But the friend that I wrote …
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Journal Entry for January 10, 2008
January 10, 2008 12:23am
It sucks, I wrote an email well a comment on my friends myspace telling her how I felt which I never would have done before. I also told her I felt …
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Journal Entry for January 8, 2008
January 8, 2008 6:07pm
I don't know whats going on with me but I just hurt so much emotionally inside. I don't know what triggered it or how to make this hurt go …
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I’m With You
Know that you are truly beautiful and that you are loved. I'm not just saying that; I'm gay, therefore I look at women all the time, and you are very pretty. (I hope that does not make you feel uncomfortable.) I am 5'7" and 143lbs. I am addicted to the scale. Its a constant battle for me to even look at the numbers when they register. All I want is to drop 20lbs and then I think maybe I would be happier with myself, and that maybe I would have the potential to be in a loving relationship. If you ever need to chat/vent, let me know. I am always here. I have had anorexia and buliemia for about seven years now, and every day is a struggle. Growing up in a family of five gorgeous girls didn't help me out very much either. They are all successful both physcially & academically, whereas I am 24 and barely done with my first year of community college. Not to mention everytime I brought a girlfriend home, it was always,"Wow!" Your sisters are so pretty. Don't you wish you had their eyes, nose, thighs, etc?" It can be so difficult. Well, enough of my ranting. Hang in there. Take it one step at a time. You are in my thoughts and prayers :@) Gracey
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Hope your feeling better. Take care of yourself. Your not alone
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Gentle hugs to you, sweetie. I'm on your side. peace and love ... Kyle Anne
I’m With You
I'm online right now. I so understand what you are saying. The only thing that helped me was the idea that I was giving it more power than it actually had over me. I was torturing myself. Don't hate you - you are hurt. Imagine if you were someone else - you wouldn't hate them. Please - talk to me.
I’m With You
Just love and hugs and no judgements. Wishing you peace and tranquility.
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
went to treatment for 2 months @ the Center for anorexia, bulimia, depression and still struggling.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- It's helpful though I don't like going it's not like any of this is fun but got to do something right?
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- the other girls suffer from an eating disorder so they understand and you don't have to try and explain like you do an out sider.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- still working on it
- Paxil Not Working
- didn't help and really hard coming off of it
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- I was at The Center for hope in Edmonds Washington for 2 months
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- just kind of hard because they don't understand and don't always say the right thing
- Zoloft Too Soon to Tell
- I've tried so many antidepressants hoping this one works for me
Close Sexual Abuse
I've been struggling with anorexia and bulimia since I was in junior High. About three years ago memories came back to me after a womens retreat that talked about shameful secrets and God is here for you. The memories of when I was 9 and going to the neighbors house to get away from my house but was raped repeatedly by the neighbor.
Treatments
- Talking Not Working
- Talked with a close friend but haven't been able to talk with my councilor and it still haunts me
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