is feeling OK
is worrying too much.
I use to like scuba diving, walking and i am trying to take up golf. i am a teacher and the job can consume me. i use to be social but now find it difficult.
September 11, 2008 4:42pm
when does the nightmare end? when will i regain normality? when do i stop wishing for a magic wand? keep wavering up and down. i always thought if …
September 10, 2008 5:35pm
O.k. so i went out with the stbex tonight. Wish i hadn't. Why do i do these things to my self? first tried to pull myself up out of the dull …
September 7, 2008 3:42pm
i'm falling, i can feel myself going but how do i stop it?
i'm going quiet on everyone, hiding away. i want to go out,i want to make a …
September 1, 2008 1:39pm
I'm worrying,over analysising everything....i'm worried i'll let everyone down. i know i am not perfect and no one is.... so why do …
August 28, 2008 4:04pm
Actually built up the courage to go to netball today. The force was strong! Went all by myself... hadn't been in ten years and although i am …
Thank you! I am going next monday for counselling so hopefully that will provide me with a bit of support x
passing by to give G'Morning ~hugS~ Hope you have a great day! ~hugS~
Hi Charlie, I just read one of your posts and decided to read your profile. It was the depression brought me to you. I am so happy to hear you are moving up as it gives me hope that one day the same thing will happen for me. I won't go into the why's of my depression but like many others I suppose when I read your journal it is like reading about myself, inparticular the avoiding of others, I find it a very hard way to live but seems like it is all I can do at this time. I have read lots on here lately about the preditors here on DS and just want to assure you I am not one of them, LOL, it is awful that a person should have to say this to another but it is the sad world we live in today. Anyway Charlie I do hope that you keep moving on up, I am rooting for you. My name is Lorie Hugs to you
Thanks so much for your hug & support!
Hi Charliebrown, thanks for the hug! May just get me to change my status from horrible to bad!!! x
i have been unhappy for a while. i was an active and social person and over the last two years i was wondering why i wanted to do things but just couldn't pick my self up to do things. i was quite content staying at home in front of the T.V. with my husband. I hit rock bottom earlier this year when my husband left me, and my mum got cancer. i suddenly recognised something was wrong when i couldn't stop crying. i am getting better i am going through the motions of life and functioning.
