mistyblade’s Profile
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mistyblade
is feeling Bad
About Me
i am here and have gone 6 years back in time !!!lol.... my favourite number is 44
Interests
reading forensic type murder books, art, gardening sometimes, music, silence, all my dogs, my computer, decorating my home, hot baths with lots of bubbles, a good movie, keeping my meds in working order, my son who i love so very much, drinking coke and smoking, having a really successful fight when needed, my husband, thundery nights and rain belting on the windows and being curled up in a warm bed, my friends on this list. wearing black and creating my own style of dress, wearing what i like and not caring what others think, being my own person, feeling and saying exactly what i think loving my on line friends and hoping that we continue to help each other love mistyblade xxx
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressiondepression sucks ! mistyblade xxx
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- have just started buddha meditation hoping it calms me
- Paxil Too Soon to Tell
- thinking i am a bit better tho
- Pets Working / Worked
- they cheer me up
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- talking to myself sometimes helps a bit
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- hubby saves my life...my mother tells me i need to go back to work...yeah get a brain mother dearest !
Close Panic Attacks
panic attacks suck too ! mistyblade xxx
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- working well again was on it for 15 years and weaned myself off...was ok for a while but went back on and now on xanax as needed as well
- Klonopin Not Working
- was a horror increased anxiety 100 times over !!
- Meditation Working / Worked
- have just started buddha meditation to soon to tell but feel positive about it
- Paxil Too Soon to Tell
- taking 30 mgs each morning working really well am alive again
- Pets Working / Worked
- they calm me down and love me unconditionally as i love them
- Xanax Working / Worked
- cant really feel any effects
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- zilch
Open Anxiety
i am a recovering alcoholic and have panic anxiety disorder and depression love mistyblade xxx
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- works but need to taper off due to expense here in australia
- Klonopin Not Working
- to me it was poison
- Paxil Too Soon to Tell
- feels promising
- Pets Working / Worked
- they help me stop thinking of anxiety that is running thru my body
- Xanax Working / Worked
- no longer scared of addiction just want this drug to piss off my anxiety and let me be at peace again
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- nothing
Open Alcoholism
alcoholic sober for 12 years...now addicted to prescribed meds that i need to take just to exist. love mistyblade xxx
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