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    About Me

    I'm 21 and looking for a friend who understands. This year I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Had a nervous breakdown in may and was in hospital for 3 months. I'm tryin to get myself back on track but I was agoraphobic and now I'm trying to get out and do things I have no friends. They all deserted me while in hospital. I am a fun girl I just need someone or something to restore the fun back in me. I am recovering but am still very depressed after being raped, bullied for years and have had issues in the family. I still live with my parents, two brothes and a sister, but its not so easy at home as thy are not very understanding. I'm struggling and just need to talk to people who understand

    Interests

    Love to party, dance. Going to the gym. Exercise mainly. and as sad as it sounds love to clean. I like acting a clown, making ppl laugh.I love to help ppl

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    • Journal Entry for February 11, 2008

      Mood February 11, 2008 5:47pm

      my body aches all over. dnt know if i gettin poorly or if it is subsidizing my mood. very suicidal yesterday. keira's a darl tho kept me in …
    • Journal Entry for February 10, 2008

      Mood February 10, 2008 4:41pm

      I haven't lost weight by the scales but I have lost 3 and a half inches from my waist, 2 inches from my bum and an inch and a half from my …
    • Journal Entry for February 10, 2008

      Mood February 10, 2008 4:38pm

      I am in a deep paranoia I feel that I am being watched and slagged off by people I know and people I dont. I feel like everybody hates me especially …

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    • Hug

      From wkinitout February 27

      Me too! What's going on?

    • Well Done

      From kiwicsi February 27

      Not easy, but you'll do it!

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      From kiwicsi February 27

      Ooops, just saw your page. You're not doing to great at the mo... sorry to read that. Will be praying for you.

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      From kiwicsi February 27

      Hi hun. Thanks for the hug. How are you doing these days?

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      From klair February 27

      a hug to make your nite take care klair

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    Current Weight (Lbs)
    138
  • Support Groups

    • Close Anxiety

      Treatments

      Ativan Not Working
      It didnt help at all
      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      breathing from the stomach really helps control my breathing
      Meditation Too Soon to Tell
      I am trying to use this technique but when I am anxious I find it hard to concentrate.
      Positive Thinking Not Working
      I find it very hard to think positively
      Remeron Somewhat Helpful
      It only works as a sedative to help me sleep at night
      Valium Working / Worked
      Diazepam works very well although I try not to take it as it is highly addictive. Only for emergencies
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      Treatments

      Celexa Not Working
      I was on this for 5 months and it didnt work at all
      Effexor Working / Worked
      This works well for me. Side effects are dry mouth, weight gain
      Meditation Working / Worked
      It it is okay but when my mood is really low I find it hard to concentrate
      Positive Thinking Not Working
      I find it hard to think positive most of the time
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      It worked when I was first diagnosed but as it worsened it didnt help at all
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      It reduces my anxiety. I find it difficult to leave the house and this stops me being so anxious. I think if I wasnt on this I wouldnt go ut and would probably become more depressed. Side effects are drowsiness.
      Remeron Working / Worked
      Helps me sleep at night
      Lunesta Working / Worked
      When times are tough and I can't sleep these are brilliant
      Valium Working / Worked
      Helps calm me down and make me focus a little more. Stops me becoming aggitated which makes my negative thinking even worse
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