Journal Entry for February 11, 2008
my body aches all over. dnt know if i gettin poorly or if it is subsidizing my mood. very suicidal yesterday. keira's a darl tho kept me in …
is feeling Excellent
I'm 21 and looking for a friend who understands. This year I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Had a nervous breakdown in may and was in hospital for 3 months. I'm tryin to get myself back on track but I was agoraphobic and now I'm trying to get out and do things I have no friends. They all deserted me while in hospital. I am a fun girl I just need someone or something to restore the fun back in me. I am recovering but am still very depressed after being raped, bullied for years and have had issues in the family. I still live with my parents, two brothes and a sister, but its not so easy at home as thy are not very understanding. I'm struggling and just need to talk to people who understand
Love to party, dance. Going to the gym. Exercise mainly. and as sad as it sounds love to clean. I like acting a clown, making ppl laugh.I love to help ppl
my body aches all over. dnt know if i gettin poorly or if it is subsidizing my mood. very suicidal yesterday. keira's a darl tho kept me in …
I haven't lost weight by the scales but I have lost 3 and a half inches from my waist, 2 inches from my bum and an inch and a half from my …
I am in a deep paranoia I feel that I am being watched and slagged off by people I know and people I dont. I feel like everybody hates me especially …