zelica's Journal

I knew i should have ignored his call. ( my dad ) he is down in arizona and my mom and his house and he is totaly lost thinking that he has ALL this stuff to do and he needs me to come help him, and my grandpa (moms dad) is haveing a REALLY hard time and he really wants me to come down as soon as ican. i just dont understand the man. my uncle is getting married in december and my dad is going to be the best man so now he is being told he has to be there a week before the wedding wich is th week i am suposed to be down in AZ with him, so he wants me to call my grandma ( his step mom) and explain what he is up against. i told him just to tell them look this is when i can be there thats it final no ways around it. but he wont do it I have to do it for him, this is the last stressful thing i needed this week i cant write the man off but i dont know how to handle his depression and anxiety which is just out of control he has high blood pressure and all this worrying about nothing dosent make things any better.

GGRRRRRRRRRGRGRRRRRRRRR

i am so glad i found this website  otherwise i would keep all this bottled upbecdause i dont have the time to go out and make friends :/