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I am married live in Colorado. i am a FT student and i am a manager and work FT as well. i have a kitty cat and 2 ferrets. send me a message i would love to talk to anyone about my life or about yours i love learning about people.
crafts, gaming, animals, out doors, cooking ( love my Crockpot)
May 10, 2008 11:06am
Well its been a long time so i thought i would give a breif update and more later. :) biggest news of all
I FINISHED SCHOOL
I am in …
November 20, 2007 9:32pm
Well today topped it, i have been in a 2 year program for about going on 5 years now. my moms health was bad for the past 2 years i have a full time …
November 18, 2007 9:58pm
I knew i should have ignored his call. ( my dad ) he is down in arizona and my mom and his house and he is totaly lost thinking that he has ALL this …
November 18, 2007 9:05pm
well i never called him he called me but i didnt answere i decided i needed today for me. i have been studying on and off today and have cleaned my …
November 18, 2007 11:23am
well my dad called today he just flew into arizona where my mom and him had a litlte house they spent there winters at. he was really upset which i …
Hey chicky thought I would stop and see how you are doing. Have a great day!
Hope you are doing well with everything, and that you had a great 4th of July.
I didn't get to say a proper goodbye. . .I was so wrapped up in leaving for my trip that I forgot it was your last day. I'm so sorry!!!!! Congrats on your graduation, keep in touch - I'd love to hear how you are doing :-)
I meant to jump on Sun and Mon to let you know I was thinking about you. I know both of those days were hard for you, and you were in my thoughts and prayers. You are a special girl, and I'm here for you if you need me! BTW, Toby is GORGEOUS!!!!!! I can't wait to meet her :-)
I didn't know you were on here, hiya :-)
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I lost my mother the day before mothers day this year, she was 48 and died from liver cirrhosis, i had a tough childhood with drinking being the cause, my mom started drinking when i was in high school and our relationship fell apart when she pushed me away to try to protect me, we had just started to rebuild our relationship when i lost her. i am now faced with helping my dad try and survive through this, he is still a alcoholic and it is very hard to not blame him or hate him.
i have developed a lot of anxiety over the last 2 years i have no idea why it has started, all i know is after the loss of my mother it has gotten worse
i feel into depression because of family issues and now i just cant seem to get the weight off. i dont feel happy i dont have unrealistic ideas of how i want to weight or look i just cant seem to get myself to where i want to be.
i have just recently faced the fact i have depression, i grew up in a alcoholic and verbal, physical abuse. the depression was starting to have a strain on my marrige and that is when i sought out help and began to take medication.
my dad is a alcholic and my mother has recently died from it, i am trying to learn that there is nothing i can to help him he needs to help himself and all i can do is be here for support.
ever since i have gained weight i have lost my sex drive i used to love sex it bothers my husband i am not as exploring and want it as much as i used to.
not sure how this came about nobody in my family has it except my step grandmother which really does not make a connection.
anxiety, depression, stress they fall hand in hand i stress over EVERYTHING not sure how to let go of the simple things.
i am about 80lbs over weight and am just having a hard time with motivation and time to go.
