arundhati’s Profile

Open Anxiety

I have social anxiety. I find it really difficult to talk in groups of people and one on one. I freak out and procrastinate interacting socially and any project I need to get done. I've always had a inkling that some of my depression is caused by anxiety, but I've become more aware of it recently.

Treatments

Breathwork Somewhat Helpful

It helps me somewhat, but it is another sort of procrastination for me. I take the time to do it and then I get more stressed that I wasted time doing it.

Open Female Sexual Issues

I can't orgasm during sex. I used to fake it (sometimes I think I fake myself into thinking I have), but now I'm open with my fiance that sex just doesn't do it for me in that way.

Open Family Issues

I hate my father. He was never there for me- always made me feel like a failure. I only remember him saying "I love you" maybe once or twice when he was going through a nervous breakdown and he's only hugged me about that often. My mom just sits back and lets him be a jerk and a do-nothing.

Open Shyness

I'm shy when I'm depressed and about half the time when I'm not. I'm afraid of social situations.

Open Panic Attacks

I get these when I need to speak in front of people or one on one with anyone.

Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)

I do this when I'm particularly stressed. I usually pluck arm hairs, but when it gets really bad, I'll spend hours plucking pubic hairs.

Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

My symptoms are off and on. When they come up, they usually involve counting, checking, and mandatory touching of certain objects.

Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

I've never been happy with my body. I'm not exactly overweight. I'm 5'6" and 150lbs right now, but it's mostly just fat. I have very little muscle.

Open Miscarriage

I'm not sure if I had a miscarriage or not. I need help figuring it out. I have a picture.