alright so, had the day off, no …
alright so, had the day off, no voice n all. wanna cut, did cut this morning, on arm and leg, i had sharpened my knife …

went on the camping trip with pretty much the hole of year 9 this weekend. it was fun.
i was in a tent with laura, louise, abi, gee, and georgia, and obviously myself.
and me and georgia had a "private chat" because we both are having a hard time. and i have heard some rumours, but she told me for deffinates, that last year she was anerexic, but shes better(ish i hope) now, she told me about her hair pulling and everything, and about her family, and i told her about my family, and my cutting and everything.
i just hope she doesnt say anything.
the thing is, it helped at the time, but now it just makes me feel shit, what if she thinks im just faking, aswell as giving me a reason to stop, it seems to have given me a reason to step up my game, and, well i dont know.
i just feel shit.
plus i am super tired, 3 hours sleep, and spending the whole night screaming "GET OUT OF MY FACE, YOU'RE ALL UP IN MY GRILLS YOU CRAZY FUCKING MOORHEN!"
which was fun
alright so, had the day off, no voice n all. wanna cut, did cut this morning, on arm and leg, i had sharpened my knife …
Tomorrow it will be 5 years that my mother died and I am here at my computer wondering why.Her death was a shock to me …
well this weekend was a really bad weekend. it started out reallly good, i was cleaning and dancing with my kids and …