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Journal Entry for September 16, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, September 16, 2008

havent been on here in a long time-- but i wont explain it now. anyways ive been busy these days... started college up.. doing 3 classes at the school and 2 online classes..... i barely have time for myself anymore.. and i moved out of my parents house and in with my boyfriend... i dont have a job sooo im pretty much driving on 'E' everyday.. i have no money.. if i need something, i charge it... which is usually gas or ciggarettes... so im about to have a credit card bill of $1000 with no money to pay it off but whatever.... my panic attacks have started to come back now that i started school again, which sucks but whatever, i have to make myself get through them because my parents helped me pay for college and if i dont complete it im sure they will kill me... lol. i wanted to go to be a veterinarian,, but that takes 8 years of school..... not including transfering schools and hoping they transfer credits... so i decided that for right now i will be a registered nurse, which will take me 3 years in total to complete at the same community college that im going to right now! oh, and i just went to fia and got accepted to get food stamps! which i am very excited about because now we will be able to eat every month!! Smile Anyways, got to get going... i have a lot of homework to do...

 

ill check back on here in a few days... love you all! sorry for not being on here in so long!

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  1. trixie4me

    Hang in there... you can do it. One day at a time. It took me 10 years to get a 2 year degree. But with that, I'm making about 4x what I was without it. Nice to see you're back.


    trixie4me

  2. weinere46

    Dear Paula,
    Whoa!!!!! Everyone who is anyone suffers through all sorts of hardships when going to college, really, we all did and do. I just graduated in 02 and I am still getting food stamps! It is only temporary till you have your education under your belt. It is not who you are, just a step you have to take to get to the good jobs. Please do not stress out about the bills. Worry only about today, have you eaten, do you have a place to stay, did you do your homework??? lol
    There are all sorts of grants you can apply for. Ask your financial aid person to do their job and find some for you. Grants do not have to be paid back, ever!
    Yell if I can be of help to you k? Again a big congrats on not wasting your brains but using them instead!!!!! Eric


    weinere46

  3. PaulaRenee

    thank you guys! just got off the phone with my psychologist... made an appointment for monday... i dont want to go but i have to... i need to figure out why i cant sit in class with my adhd ass!! lol


    PaulaRenee

Journal Entry for June 30, 2008 Mood
Monday, June 30, 2008
hey sorry guys, i havent been on here in a minute. my computer had a virus and i had to go ahead and delete everything and restart my computer like it was the day i bought it. like the screens popped up telling me how to use my computer and everything, lol. i dont know, i havent really been doing much lately, just trying to keep out of trouble, ya know? been dealing with drama, but whatever. i just went up to my school the other day and got my diploma! :) its wonderful having it in my hands!! =) i dont know, i think thats all for now, ill swing by soon.
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  1. weinere46

    Hi PaulaRenee,
    You need a program that seaches out viruses and fixes the problems they cause. I have one and it has done wonders for mine. Yell if you want the addy, oh, get this, its free!!!!!
    Frame that diploma yet? Eric


    weinere46

  2. trixie4me

    Congratulatons on getting your dipoloma. Just keep your head high, stay away from the drama. You'll be better off. Have a good summer.


    trixie4me

Journal Entry for June 11, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
ya know, everyone on here calls me Paula Renee.. cause of my screen name or whatever. but usually people just call me Paula. most people dont even know my middle name. But i like being called Paula Renee... its kinda like its all my first name, when really renee is my middle. but like ann marie, you say it as one first name. haha im confusing myself so i know im probably confusing u guys, but i dont know i liikee itt!! hahaha! =)
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  1. weinere46

    Sorry but I like calling you PaulaRenee, Its kinda sexy I guess???? lol Eric


    weinere46


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