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    About Me

    mother of many i have cronic pain as well as past issues conserning abuse done to me and panic disorder along with post tramatic stress disorder but im still alive and i strive to live everyday good or bad because i believe things are bad but there allways better in more ways than anyone!I have hope but im also sad:( im confused but ok kinda a miaowemix id say

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    fun and friends life and distraction

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    • my son says i have a spoted heavey heart

      Mood July 14, 2008 2:32pm

      i wanted to talk to some one about how i mis my daughter and how i want to see her and i cant weight till shes old enuf to come to me or that i can …
    • my glacoma

      Mood July 9, 2008 1:57pm

      my eyes are acting up again and im scared because i am trying to ge my life at a better finacial state and i  just started a full time job and i …
    • Journal Entry for May 24, 2008

      Mood May 24, 2008 12:37pm

    • going to write on the 22 and 24th

      Mood May 16, 2008 12:25pm

      im nervous and a bit stress i feel pushed to write my math because i havent been taught enuf yet i find my teacher ha s not ryed hard enuf i find to …
    • Journal Entry for May 5, 2008

      Mood May 5, 2008 1:38pm

      test post poned untill later this month man im stressed out im so sore and frustrated to much going on a the same time. i need to talk or blow up.

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      From missybaby Yesterday

      I just joined today and I soo know how yu feel hun. I've had panic and anxiety for sooo many years and am scared to even go grocery shopping because I usually have a panic attack while in the check out, it's maddening and depressing.

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      From raquel8183 Monday

      I'm there with you...

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      From thumper79 April 6

      thankyou for your support i hope you have been keeping well hugs k x x x

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  • Goals

    Goal Completed on May 24, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Chronic Pain

      I have TMJ and it affects my jaw one side of neck down my sholder into my shoulder blade and my ensurence debates on my treatment while i suffer from this condition i have anxiaty and when i stress i tense and grind my teeth and i get the pain again not only when i stress but when i sleep to any way it sucks when the doctors and ensurences can decide youre pain huh

      Treatments

      Acupressure Not Working
      Flexeril Working / Worked
      dony like the feeling
      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      everyday
      Marijuana Considering
      Meditation Working / Worked
      reiki healings reflexologie
      Morphine Considering
      Naproxen Working / Worked
      when i can get some from the doctor
      Physical Therapy Not Working
      but they stoped it
      TENS Somewhat Helpful
      when needed
      Topamax Working / Worked
      but they were not sure if it caused my glucoma
    • Close TMJ

      well im not sure how ive got tmj but i was diagnosed 3 years ago but the pain has been there sience i was 15 sience i had my car accident but im not sure if the car accident causing it but it would be a coinsident that it would be? any way it effects my body and mind starts in my jaw goes all the way to my arm middel and botom back and it makes me hard to be around untill i can ease the pain my insurences have been fighting and for one year now ive had no treatment im in alot of pain

      Treatments

      Mouthguard Working / Worked
      reducing the pain and making me mobile
      Topamax Working / Worked
      caused glacoma
    • Open Bereavement

      Treatments

      Crying Somewhat Helpful
      i cant let it out most of the time i feel it but it feels like my insides are ripping and my throat hurts and my eyes burn so bad when i cry id rather not
      Getting Angry Not Working
      but i do it alot
      Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      helped me no my feelings and to let my self feel them iguess
      Helping Others Somewhat Helpful
      only because i like too
      Keeping Busy Working / Worked
      if i can stay buzzy alot i think less
      Music Working / Worked
      helps me distiguish what it is im feeling
      Poetry Considering
      Prayer Working / Worked
      helps me sleep
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      Remembering Too Soon to Tell
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      but my family tries to pretend she did not die
    • Open Anxiety

      i have panic attack

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      could have better med
      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      when i remember
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      when i can be
      St. John\'s Wort Working / Worked
    • Open Rape

      I have been raped and sexually abused some parts of my life i dont talk much about it i have gone to therapy for years diferent types of therapy

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      was medicated
      Rape Counseling Working / Worked
      helped a bit
      Talking Working / Worked
      helps a bit
    • Open Glaucoma

      i found out i had glaucoma after i had my last child 3 years ago and my sight was going real bad real fast i had to talk to my eye doctor and he found it and sent me to a specialist were im followed

      Treatments

      Surgery, Trabeculoplasty Working / Worked
      reduced pressure
    • Open GERD & Heartburn

      acid reflux they call it because they cant really diagnose me till all there test are done so i have an access amount of bile exiting my liver into my stomach and causes acid to accure with chest pain stomach pain and back sharp pain

      Treatments

      Antacids Working / Worked
      agravol helps major attacks
      Carafate Working / Worked
      helps a bit
      Dietary Modification Working / Worked
      nothing that triggures effect
      Ginger Working / Worked
      gingerail and ginger as well
      Aciphex Working / Worked
      helps a bit
    • Open Adoption
      Type: Open Adoption

      i was adopted

      Treatments

      Humex Working / Worked
    • Open Healthy Sex

      I feel used for only sex because most of the time hes gone or md at me for what i say or do and the only thing he does is get off and me there is no emotional conection from him is like hes anoyed by everything but sex thats what i feel

      Treatments

      Patience Not Working
      its been 6years of this and im still here low self esteem i think
    • Open Stress Management

      stress ,im stresssed all the time and i fight and fight back and hold in alot of my emotions because my boyfriend is emotionally unavailabule and thats a big stress all on its own any way i am raizing 4 children and going to school

      Treatments

      Anger Management Somewhat Helpful
      helps a bit
      Music Working / Worked
      depends what mood im in for the music
      Patience Not Working
      Physical Exercise Not Working
      have health problems
      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      sometimes
    • Open Fibromyalgia

      i just found out i has this desies and it answered alot of other problems i thaught i had but dont and this one likes to pretend to be deseses and its not totaly what you think its actually surprising the things i have read on this and wy i have got it i scared and releaved the same time im not going crazy yet

      Treatments

      Heat Working / Worked
      eases pain
      TENS Working / Worked
      releaves aches and spazams
      Vitamin B12 Working / Worked
      Topamax Working / Worked
      relaxes mind and healps like an anti depressant also relaxes body but i cramp easyer im not sure why maybe less on mind more on body? im confused meds are half working
    • Open Blindness & Visual Impairment
      Type: Partially Sighted

      glacoma is my problem and sergerie will be my help or making me blind faster one way or another i will be blind i just dont know when the doctor says he can dosome prevention now but i wonder is he the best for me? its my eyes?

      Treatments

      Laser Surgery Somewhat Helpful
      helped a bit but i need it again i lost some vision on the sides and top of my eyes and now he wants to do mre sergery because medication is not working and i my go blind just from sergery he said or it may help for a couple of years?
      Xalatan Not Working
      burns bad last kind of drop he put me on before sergery ive had two others and i have pantanol to help the alergys and artaficial tears as well
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