WillSurvive's Journal

I am literally at my beaking point. My renter/boss got an eviction notice today on one of my rentals. The stbx delivered it. No reason other than he wants the house and the guy is a friend of mine. Anybody who is my friend is getting harassed now. I am to the point I am so deperessed and angry that I probably should be on some kind of meds. I am not sleeping. I told my renter/boss he could stay but he got very angry with me and said he wanted away from the crazniness of my stbx and he feared being shot if he didn't. All my friends are starting to avoid coming over because they really think he will shoot me and whoever is around me. I have cried buckets of tears tonight. I called my highschool boyfriend and he offered to fly down, even though he hasn't seen me in years. I am so desperate for just a couple friends to talk to. I am jsut amazed that no one will come visit and they are all scared. I used to have many friends over and always been there for people....but I can see where they don't want to risk their lives for nothing. There is no talking to the stbx he is just plain hateful and crazy and wants money. That is what is all boils down to ....will I support him for the rest of my life. His meal ticket is leaving and he might have to work.