tinker36's Journal

hi everyone i just wanted to update all of you on whats going on hereI think i finally found a different doctor i will find out in the morning if he will take me as a patient i have to call them at 8 am because they do have one opening in the afternoon so im hoping i get the appoinment. Im really nervous about all of this but i need a doctor that will listen to me and i have heard this doctor will take the time to listen to you so im going to give him a try for the first visit its 100.00 then after that they go by your income. I am really nervous about changing docs but if i can get one of them to listen to me then that will help my whole situation.So im going to sit down tonight and write everything down about me and everything that is wrong with me that way i wont forget everything but im very nervous about this changing doctor thing and worried that he wont take me if he doesnt take me as a patient then im back to square one again. My back and my legs are hurting so bad today and its so hot and humid here all i can basically do is lay in bed and keep taking my meds. I have been having panic attacks today but i think its from the stress over the new doc situation. The chronic pain thing they are wanting to put me through they dont take care of any of the medications im on they just talk to u and evaluate you on whats going on they want me to see a physical therapist and i have done physical therapu already and it didnt help. Then i am going to see a phychiatrist theres a group of doctors that will sit down with me and after the evaluations and tell me what is good for me and how to live with the pain and everything else i honestly think its going to be a waste of time on my part because i have been living with the pain for over 3 years now. Well i will write more later my backs really hurting im going to go lay down for awhile if i can i will get back on here and write more tonight thanks for reading suzie