Journal Entry for November 16, 2007
Today im feeling some what better than yesterday im not quite as depressed like i was yesterday... the days are getting better but it is taking them …

is feeling Good
Im am 18 i have moved from texas to indiana to be with my fiance and his family. I did this to get away from mine where i felt like i was always being used for money and just for their pleasurs just so that they could make me feel used and abondonded like they have recently...
Today im feeling some what better than yesterday im not quite as depressed like i was yesterday... the days are getting better but it is taking them …
Well today has been good so far im slowly trying to talk to my fiance about my problem with what my mother did and all my college stress and i think …
Well aren't I something... the very first one to give you a hug. LOL... just kidding... listen Hun, the same goes for you. Anytime you need to talk, please, don't hesitate to send me a message.
im in college right now and they are online courses and im the only one who has gone to college in my family and right now its very stressful on me because they wont leave me alone about it.
when i was a little girl my mother sold my body to older guys for drug money, and she made sure that i had sex with them and it still hurts to talk about...
When i moved out of my parents house and out of the state even they started treating me really badly and now it makes me depressed and also makes my fiance depressed because i am. most of the time they do this i think that its my fault that they are doing this to me. what can i do to stop all of this from continuing...