today i am feeling ok.. my griend …
today i am feeling ok.. my griend from missouri sent me flowers and i creid. she told me she thought she had a bad few …
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Tomorrow marks the one yr anniversary of us having to put our beloved Shadow to sleep, she was almost 15 yrs old- her spirit was still so good it was just her body telling her it was time to go to heaven.. it is just as painful now as it ws a yr ago.. i have been crying at just the thought of her and everytime I see her picutres my eyes fill me tears and they start streaming down my face.. hubby put a great slide show together in memory of Shadow and Sierra and I could barely watch it, it tore my heart into pieces all over again...I cannot even talk about her, my little girl brings up her name or Sierra's and my eyes fill with tears.. when does the pain go away?
Hubby has been talking about another dog possibly but i just cannot do it.. I know we would find one to love and who needs a good home I just do not know if he really knows how much work a new dog requires, just like a baby, getting up in the middle of the night, things possibly getting ruined etc... we are traveling most of July so it is not even an option at this point, maybe next yr I suppose.. our Odie is still so sad over loosing his buddies and he is just not the same dog, it sucks.. i also told myself I have to be in remission and feeling well to be up for the task... I have been feeling ok on and off with some pains though.. been having to take a few pain pills, GRRRR
tomorrow is fathers days and I always wish I could be there to spend it with my dad, last yr he came out to visit us, well we flew him out but it tunred out to be a sad time with the passing of Shadow the day b-4 he arrived..:(
well I gues that is it for now.. thanks to all my friends on here you make my days brighter, I love you all...
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So sorry that you are sad, I decided a long time ago that I don't want anymore pets because its so hard when you see them suffer and they lose them. But cheer up! There will come a time when you will find another one to love, it won't take the place of the ones you lost but at least it maybe will take your mind off the others.
marcie54
I'm sorry that you are feeling sad again. I know you cannot forget about the sad day when you lost them but I'm sure you will eventually learn to live with the memory of them. Give it time. One of my brothers died more than 30 years ago. My mom still can't look at his pictures after all these years. It is hard to let go of someone you love so much.
Atchan
I'm so sorry for your loss, now that there with you in spirit..It's been over a year since Daisy's passing and everyday I miss her. To me our dogs are our furry children, think of the good times you had with her and know that she lived a wonderful life with you as her mommy... it makes it just a bit easier (not that much) to at least know that Daisy lived happy and free with us and didn't have to live the life she had before which was full of abuse. Your in thoughts and prayers hon... I'm so sorry.... my heart aches for you...
Qns2AKCarol
Hang in there. I do think your hubby is right by suggesting another dog. The other new baby will never replace Shadow but will help heal your heart from the loss. Keep it mind....
waitingforbaby
I am so sorry hunny but when u get upset try remembering the fun times u had with them:) Loves ya!!!
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