sambod's Journal

  well it's over half way over..... they tell me day three is the worst.  I got a little dizzy at work but it seems that when you are detoxing your body from nicotine, it causes your blood sugar to lower so i've been drinking a lot of water and felt fine.  still don't want one; had the choice today cause i was out of pouches.....either buy a pack of cigarettes or more  patches and the patches are ,....yep you guessed it, right next to the cigarettes.............. i chose the patches.  i want to do this........ i have to do this......... for me, for sam, to be around when my parents get older, i do feel better.......... but i know i have to retrain my brain on the cravings.  the fight's not over not by a long shot but i will make it.