osa's Profile

He won't go.

He won't go.

I first have to forgive myself for trusting someone and believing in another person so completely.

I have too many people who would get really concerned if I just got up and left. It would be out of character. Besides running doesn't make it better. You just bring the internal luggage with your external baggage.

Sometimes love just isn't enough.

Can't seem to focus enough to enjoy it.

My dog loves me. If men could just be so uncomplicated :)

Went there and done that, but couples counseling for one doesn't work

Again, not able to focus on leisure tasks. I have too much to do.

I have the best family and friends in the world. His family has never been close. He made a revealing statement at a family gathering 'he hoped that we knew just how lucky we were to have such a close and loving family--that we had something very special'. Since he hardly ever said anything, everyone stopped to listen. He'snot made to feel like an outsider--my family loves him(that is why this is such a shock)he has just always kept to himself. He admits it is a self imposed isolation.

I live in a small town. Lots of relatives and gossips--don't want to expose myself to that type of trauma...still too raw.

There is nothing else left for me to say--except go away and be happy

He left once before for the same reason. Then asked to come back. Now almost two years later--he want to leave again.

I am just trying to put the physical aspects of my house in order. It is difficult to disentangle your life from anothers when your future dreams, hopes goals have been intertwined with anothers for so long.