By the Grace of God, we made it through the weekend...
So, Jason and I went to Myrtle Beach Friday. We spent the weekend there. It was ok. but I had a few of the …
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So, we had our first sonogran today. Baby Nevaeh, or baby Dylan look great! Heart rate was 171, about 2 inches long, bouncing around like a little jumping bean, it was amazing! I went ahead and schedules my 18-20 week sonogram. The date they gave me is Jakob's birthday, July 11th. I took it, thinking maybe it will give me something to look forward to that day. Something to smile about. Then I come home and got an e-mail from my friend, this girl is like my little sister. She was asking me to be her maid of honor. You would never guess her wedding date...Sept 20th, Jakob's angel day. WOW, that hit me in the gut. I told her I love her so much, but will have to think/pray about this. I wonder if this is God giving me something to keep me busy, to look forward to, to get me through the two hardest days of the year to come aside from the day Jakob left me. I told her I will probably be a broken blubbering mess that day, and dont know how good of a maid of honor I would be... What do you guys think? I need some advice here...
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I think having your ultrasound day on his birthday is great, maybe he will send you a little sign through is new brother or sister! I am not sure about the wedding, it might be good to get your mind off it and make the day go a little easier. Weddings can be emotional too, but it would be ok I think. At least all of your family will be there on that date to support you!
JoleneL
I think it is a sign... I love it when happy things happen on "Kaili days"
gingerello
i agree. it isn't that u won't be thinking of him and it's important to surround yourself with family and friends. i think it's a sign too. of all days to get married!
BuddhaBaby
I think its a sign. you should do it.
jamie329
Yes... I do think it is a sign and I would do it !!
I think it was a wonderful thing for you do say yes to your 18 wk ultrasound on Jacob's day, he will be sharing the day with you and his little baby brother or sister... LOL, Michelle
Michelle2