I miss my boy
Today is a hard day. There is nothing significant about today, I just miss my Jakob. I want him back, …
TODAY I AM PISSED. I KNOW THOSE DOCTORS ARE AT HOME WITH THEIR FAMILIES. HOW CAN I FORGIVE THEM IF THEY ARENT EVEN SORRY. THEY WERE AT HOME WITH THEIR FAMILIES TODAY, WITH THEIR CHILDREN AND IT'S THEIR FAULT MY BABY IS NOT HERE. I HURT, I FEEL LEFT OUT AND DAMNIT ITS JUST NOT FAIR...
JAKOB,
MOMMY MISSES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 10 MONTHS OLD TODAY, I CAN PICTURE YOU TRYING TO WALK, SAYING MAMA, AND DADA. I MISS YOU BUBBY, AND MOMMY HURTS SO BAD..........COME SEE ME IN MY DREAMS, MAKE IT A GOOD DREAM, MOMMY CANT HANDLE ANYMORE BAD ONES RIGHT NOW...
I LOVE YOU JAKOB
MOMMY
Today is a hard day. There is nothing significant about today, I just miss my Jakob. I want him back, …
So, Jason and I went to Myrtle Beach Friday. We spent the weekend there. It was ok. but I had a few of the …
You know, I hurt. I find myself looking at Jakob's pictures more often as the days go by. I am not …
i am sorry that you spent the day angry. i can't say i blame you. i am kinda happy the day is over.
toosoon
So sorry sweetie. I know all to well how bad your hurting! I'm with toosoon I'm glad it's over!
LaylaF