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today Mood
Monday, May 12, 2008

TODAY I AM PISSED.  I KNOW THOSE DOCTORS ARE AT HOME WITH THEIR FAMILIES.  HOW CAN I FORGIVE THEM IF THEY ARENT EVEN SORRY.  THEY WERE AT HOME WITH THEIR FAMILIES TODAY, WITH THEIR CHILDREN AND IT'S THEIR FAULT MY BABY IS NOT HERE.  I HURT, I FEEL LEFT OUT AND DAMNIT ITS JUST NOT FAIR...

 

JAKOB,

MOMMY MISSES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD.  YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 10 MONTHS OLD TODAY, I CAN PICTURE YOU TRYING TO WALK, SAYING MAMA, AND DADA.  I MISS YOU BUBBY, AND MOMMY HURTS SO BAD..........COME SEE ME IN MY DREAMS, MAKE IT A GOOD DREAM, MOMMY CANT HANDLE ANYMORE BAD ONES RIGHT NOW...

 

I LOVE YOU JAKOB

MOMMY

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  1. toosoon

    i am sorry that you spent the day angry. i can't say i blame you. i am kinda happy the day is over.


    toosoon

  2. LaylaF

    So sorry sweetie. I know all to well how bad your hurting! I'm with toosoon I'm glad it's over!


    LaylaF

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