Saracooks's Journal

I am so pissed off and tired of things. I'm tired of limbo. I'm tired of being afraid of what is going to happen with my divorce. 

I'm afraid that I'm going to be stuck paying for his stupidity.  I'm angry that he's asking me to take on half of his tax debt.  When his refusal to face it is a big part of why I left him. To have him come after me for it now is such a slap in the face. If he had been willing to face this while we were married..we'd still be married! 

I'm tired of having to tell people about how I foolishly believed him. How I buried my head in the sand.  I'm tired of swallowing that bitter pill.

I'm tired of making no money.   I'm tired of trite advice from people who don't have a clue.

I'm angry and sad. And I'm tire of being angry and sad. This isn't who I am.