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Journal Entry for November 11, 2007 Mood
Sunday, November 11, 2007

Cutting: A Vicious Cycle.

As I place the cold blade against my arm, I feel RELIEF.

As I push the cold blade into my arm, I feel ACCOMPLISHMENT.

As I drag the cold blade down my arm, I feel in CONTROL.

As I pull the warm blade from my arm, I feel GUILT.

As I see the warm blood flowing from my arm, I feel EMPTY.

As I see the warm wound heal into a scar I feel ANGRY.

And I feel the cycle starts again with the placing of the cold blade against my skin.

People look at my arms with disgust, they do not understand.

Neither do I.

 

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Comments

  1. AngelAfriel

    ((((((((((Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
    and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
    So when you are lonely, remember it's true
    Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.))))))))))


    AngelAfriel

  2. sabishii

    Wow Angel, very lovely, and very true. Hang in there depressed, things get better.


    sabishii

  3. anon2

    wow ur words r sooooo true!
    big hugs
    xxxx


    anon2

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