babygabesmommy's Journal

   Just Be

Weeping willows hear my cries

slipping, sighing, tears go by.

Always wishing to be more

not knowing what you're fighting for.

This isn't me, it's never me

this isn't who I want to be.

You're always dreaming, hoping to find

the part of you you hide behind.

All those days you spent in fear

not seeing those who kept you near.

This isn't me, it's never me

this isn't who I want to be.

Can't open my eyes, can't see the light

forever stuck in darkest night.

Will you ever see my face,

will you help me find my place?

This isn't me, it's never me

this isn't who I want to be.

This isn't who I want to be.

this is a song i just wrote, trying to express some things. writing always seems to help. i was really upset, and feeling so alone and unloved. but just writing this gave me some peace. i like to share some of the things i write, even if they don't make sense to other ppl. it's one of the few things i feel proud of myself for and i always like hearing other's opinions