does it ever stop?
July 25, 2008 8:44pm
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As I lie here and cry, watching days pass me by
I look at myself in fear wondering what I'm doing here.
Hating all that I am, …
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babygabesmommy
is feeling Horrible
life sucks
Recently: 81 discussion replies, 31 hugs received more …
About Me
I'm 21, married, I have a 3 y/o son; Gabriel. I am going through a divorce right now. i guess my husband finally got tired of me cheating on him. I no longer blame only myself. He had a part in this marraige, and subsequent divorce, as well. I am now trying to focus on the future and on myself and my son. And stop worrying about John and what he's thinking or doing. He is a jerk, as a more than a few ppl have pointed out.
Interests
reading, writing, music. my son. God
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babygabesmommy gave pbb a Hug 9:53pm
ok. dont know if you're still on. i gotta talk to john for a min but i'll be back soon…
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babygabesmommy replied to their discussion post please make it STOP!!! in the Bipolar Disorder support group 9:48pm
and now, my friend richard, who i really want to see, said he MIGHT come over. but now hes not answering.…
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babygabesmommy replied to their discussion post please make it STOP!!! in the Bipolar Disorder support group 9:18pm
thanks…
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babygabesmommy and LissaC are now friends 9:16pm
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babygabesmommy replied to their discussion post please make it STOP!!! in the Bipolar Disorder support group 9:02pm
it's not just the --ing bills. but that does stress me out A LOT. i mean, i will pay it, somehow. but…
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Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
July 23, 2008 1:15pm
i am going to wait until the spring to start school
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July 18, 2008 8:39am
i had to get up at 6am to go pick up my son from his father's house, as usual. i took a valium last night, ended up with a solid 6 hours of …
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Just Be
July 13, 2008 10:23pm
Just Be
Weeping willows hear my cries
slipping, sighing, tears go by.
Always wishing to be more
not knowing what you're fighting …
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I know it seems impossible right now...You're still so very young, barely grown up yourself trying to be a mommy and deal with a divorce and financial issues as well as the BP. You need to try and take it one moment at a time. Not one day...just moment to moment. Give yourself a break. I've had perfect credit all of my life up until I couldn't work. I now have some collections. You can't pay with kind words and intentions, unfortunately. I am keeping you in my prayers. remember, one moment at a time! One issue at a time. It will come! xxxx Sandra
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no it doesn't
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LOL well I did spray you with the hose in the thread =P
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Lmao a/c is off here for the night...only a open window and a ceiling fan atm =P
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I am doing fine and much more comfortable here in CA than where your at.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- I'm on a cocktail, not sure what really does what.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- I'm on a cocktail, not really sure what does what.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- It has improved my mood. Possible side effect, lose of appetite
Close Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
I'm 21, I have a 2 1/2 y/o son, Gabriel.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
Open Female Sexual Issues
babygabesmommy hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
I'm 21, I've been cutting off and on since I was 14. I'm married, have an almost 3 y/o son.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My 17 y/o brother-in-law committed suicide 4 weeks ago. My husband, his brother, is having a REALLY hard time.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Financial Challenges
My husband and I are horrible with our finances. We have so much trouble saving money.
Treatments
- Budgeting Not Working
- Earn Money Working / Worked
- we are both working
Open Infidelity
i have cheated on my husband of 3 yrs over a dozen times, with 8 different guys. he finally got tired of it, tired of me. i am bipolar, but that is no excuse. so, now i have to start datin, which i've never really done. my ex was my only bf
Treatments
- Divorce Considering
- we are legally seperated, soon to be divorced. dont know whether that means i wont cheat on my next partner
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