Good days and Bad days
April 19, 2008 7:36am
Good days and bad days well im enjoyiny my new job lots i work with some hilarious people that make me smile so im very happy at the moment jobwise …
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About Me
Diagnosed with depression just over 3 years ago was boarderline depressed and after seeing a counsellor was informed i am depressed and was quite suicidal turned to self harm quite abit started to take citalapram which helped felt happier just didnt stop me wanting to hurt was given fuloxtine and counselling which helped me lots ive now not harmed myself in 7 months which i was proud of has just gone out the window and things are not looking as bleak for me ive found other ways to deal with some low self esteem and anger. my mum was diagnosed with cancer which was a down fall but i dealt with it without the need of release. i work for a supermarket on night shift stocking the freezer and not much else. have been tee total for 14 months as i abused alcohol quite abit it helped but then i realised answers werent at the bottom of a bottle they were somewhere else where i dont know yet. im very shy and nervous so bear with me please.i also suffer with problems with my stomach which i haven had a diagnosis from as yet its doing my head in and to top it all off i have a weirdish first name.
Interests
i enjoy playing on my playstation 2 and computer im a a fan of new technology ie mobiles computers i enjoy swimming socialising when on my nights off seeing my best friend im a huge fan of disneys tigger and collect pocket dragons that reflect how im feeling. and play games to reflect my mood.
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Journal Entry for April 3, 2008
April 3, 2008 2:02pm
Teres a massive change in me now ive changed jobs !!!!!!
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At Last
April 3, 2008 2:01pm
At last what a week Good and Bad mainly good!!! after all my rows with work I told them they are un sympathetic sad people who dont give a damn and …
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Mummy
March 17, 2008 4:30pm
my mums still in hospital and its driving me up the wall and work arent happy that ive taken time off to go and see her and look after her why cant …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni threw myself off a bridge and hoped for the best then i woke up and i realised i was still alive
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- horrible i lost what little urge i had to eat was averaging on 4 hours sleep
- Prozac Not Working
- again its horrid tablet but im bearing with ot in hope
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- awaiting appointment have had counselling before though very helpful
Close Anxiety
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- mind talk i tell myself im fine sometimes it works sometimes i climb the walls the only sort of side affect is i tslk to myself out loud by accident but work is understanding and its supporting me so is my 'family' some times
Open Self-Injury
it started by accident i cought my finger on the blade of a knife it felt good ive stopped and started but generally i cant stop
Open Eating Disorders
i sufferd with stomach pains since september 2007 havent stoped since and refused to eat anything unless i was totally starving survived on toast and coffe for a year went from a size 20 to a size 10
Treatments
Open Breast Cancer
my mums got cancer and im so worried shes had an operatio already and they didnt get it all she has another 1 soon soon
Treatments
- Radiotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- my mums only just started her treatment
Open Bisexuality
I just like men and women i cant help that im waiting for mr or mrs right to find me or im going to find them most people cant understand this women loving women thing and men aswell they say love is natural thing why not with the same sex its crazy and people can be so mean about it
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