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    About Me

    I have been married for almost 14 years and we are getting divorced. I am very lonely and a broken soul... On top of everything, I got layed off in December and have yet to find a job. My saviors are my two daughters and my one and only true friend. I am trying to get out more as I do enjoy going to the gym, golf, movies and eating out. Hopefully life will turn around soon and I will be able to move forward.

    Interests

    Golf, eating out, reading, travel, and movies

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  • Journal

    • It just never seems to get better

      Mood March 6, 2008 10:48pm

      Last night I had another meltdown.  No reason really... I just started to cry.  I miss him so much.  I miss his company, his touch, …

    • uggghhh

      Mood March 4, 2008 5:03pm

      I did not get the job.... I was really hoping to get it.  I feel myself sinking into a deeper depression in some ways.  I am trying to get …
    • Journal Entry for February 21, 2008

      Mood February 21, 2008 12:52am

      I had a nice dinner with Jen and her daughter and Isabella... good talk and great company.  Then he came home and my stomach was upside down …
    • Journal Entry for February 20, 2008

      Mood February 20, 2008 3:37pm

      Not much happening today.  Feeling all right, not fantastic and not miserable.  Still looking for jobs and not getting responses for …

    • Journal Entry for February 19, 2008

      Mood February 19, 2008 10:03pm

      So today I kept busy.... I took my daughter to work and then walked around a few stores.  I got to meet a DS friend in person.  Big step …

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      From ree1 May 21

      I hope things are better for you.

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      From angel52 April 14

      Good Morning, Hang in there,It takes alot of strenght when your heart is so empty. I went through this, so I knoe how you feel. I am gong through it again, but in a different way, Bf suffers with depression, there are days I fell i do not even know him,after 13 yrs. I have to make a painful desicion soon. Hugs to ypu

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      From Marybeth1 April 10

      I know it has been a LONG time since I wrote - I went through hell and am just finally coming out the other side. Thanks for the kind thoughts.

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      From Reckahn March 12

      I do hope things get better for you. All I can say is hang in there and take one day at a time.

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      From DonF March 11

      Hope your world gets better..Don

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  • Goals

    Progress

    5 %

    Goal End Date is Jun 1, 08 81 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Breakups & Divorce

      Married almost 14 years, husband wants divorce, finally told the kids, very sad, very lonely and still finding it hard to move and function.

      Treatments

      Forgiveness Considering
      Trying so hard to forgive him for letting me go....
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Time Too Soon to Tell
    • Close Depression

      Going through a divorce and treating my anxiety and depression

      Treatments

      Lexapro Not Working
      Felt out of sorts, more tired and not coherent enough to focus on my daughter
      Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Stress Management

      Starting the process of a divorce that I do not want. Trying to function for my own sake and for my kids.

    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Parent

      I understand your pain. When I was 5 my sister died of an accidentat the age of 3. When I was 15, my father died in a plane crash.

      Treatments

      Remembering Working / Worked
      Time Working / Worked
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