I have to read a book and write a 2 page response today. I don't mind the reading so much, just the idea that I'll probably be rushed to do it and end up not sleeping, especially if I want to get other work done too. My to-do list keeps growing, especially because I still haven't figured out my classes. I also have to go to an event today for the community service thing. I don't know how long it'll take, but I don't really want to go. All I want to do is lie in bed and not move. I hate that there will never be a time when I can actually do that. Really, just never moving would be perfect. I hate when I feel like this.