PaganChild's Journal

First Day on the Job Mood

Monday, March 3, 2008

Today was the first day at work - all I did was watch films and fill out papers and I am exhausted! Most people would laugh at that idea, but I know you all who have pain, fibro, depression and other things will understand. I know that I have to work and do this, but I am almost in tears wondering if I can really, truly make it day after day. I know it will be different when I am out and about seeing patients, but all I could do today was get home and take my meds and get in the shower. My shoulders and back burn.

I am happy though - I am truly back at work. I never would have believed it even 3 months ago, but I am doing it. Keep all the good thoughts coming - I need all of them I can get!

I love you guys!

Blessings,

Star )O(

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I do understand why you would be so tired tonight.I hope your body can adjust to working again. Take care of yourself. hugs Cathy

ragingfog
Gosh, yes, I understand how you could be tired after your first day! Positive energy headed your way, hon!

LynneC
yes i understand, i hate it that i got to the point where i can't work anymore, i am glad you are trying it though, just don't push yourself to hard, it will be nice to have the money, but not if it means constant pain, take care of yourself,,,,,, sending positive energy and prayers, your way, ruby

Jerrysgirl
Most people wouldn't understand that after my 8-hour Monday, it really helps to have Tuesday off. Then I am back on Wednesday and Thursday and three days off. Sending all the positive energy I've got to you my friend - rest well and rejuvenate. I know the feeling of earning a living again will help to get you through as it does me. Blessings, hugs, and a lot of positive energy headed your way!

PeaceN2You
Congradulations on day one!Tons of positive vibes are headed you way for the rest of the week.Rest my friend.You're a working gal now!Try not to push too hard.Love you!

Lesa
Great to hear about work day 1! Good luck with the new job!

Schmanek
Weeble hugs and MOJO MOJO MOJO MOJO MOJO MOJO MOJO...

KweebsLS
Day 1 down! Ya know, when I started working in-house I spent one whole day reading manuals and watching biohazard and safety films!!!!!!! More than pooped when I got home. {hugs}

doctortyper
Star, when I think about you right now, I see a rainbow surrounding you and a field of flowers blooming around you. This has to be coming from you. Blessing and hugs. Soleil

Soleil
((Star))) First off~congrats!! The last few weeks have been a whirlwind for me but I tried to keep up.
Don't, or try not to think about the big pic in regard to the fibro. One day at a time. Whatever will be.....
Love and light,
J.

restlessheart
Congratulations! I am so proud of you! Definately it will be an adjustment both mentally and physically, but you can do this! Once your body gets used to the different routine, you may find yourself feeling better. This of course coming from a woman that has not worked in over 6 years, and is in chronic neck, shoulder and back pain from fibro, disc herniation, arthritis, etc. lol I am going to go back to school in the fall and so eventually I will go back to work too. Good luck and lot of positive energy coming your way! Hugs

BeckyK
This was my first day back at work too. I must be getting old, cuz I sure wasn't this tired the last time I worked! lol Good luck with the job Star. You deserve the best!
xoxoxo

jana6827