ROBIN68's Journal

You are sounding so upbeat Robin which is awesome! You deserve so much happiness. I hope your new kitty brings you happiness as well :) I know our pussycat does...Love, Shelle xox

i am so glad that you are feeling better... i have been missing ya and thinking about you... i have 5 dogs and 1 kitty... and they do help, i think... slowing down would probably be a good idea... i still will be thinking about you... you are a sweet and thoughtful person and i hate to see you going thru all this stuff... i know how it is... been there and got screwed out of a t-shirt...lol karen love and hugzzz to you....:)

What do you want done

I think I know what you are saying.
Which medium I do not know.
But you never screwed up. Thats soo harsh. You slipped up. Dont that sound more livable with ? lol...

sorry you are having such a hard time right now.. i wish that you wasn't so hard on yourself... i slipped many, many times.... we are human too... i will be praying for you to get to feeling better... we know that it is possible... will also be thinking about you and sending you love and hugzz.. karen :)

Hey...ease up on yourself Smoke. I'm still checking on you girl. Love and Hugs..Zippie.

Damn..the real Smoke and Zippie are just down the road..literally...I can almost smell the SMOKE as they get ready for practice!!!!

Thinking of you and here for you in...You are in my thoughts...Love, Shelle xx

With this crap illness I think one of the biggest things that we have to deal with, that isn't to often talked about, is sometimes not the guilt that the asholes from our lives so happily heap upon us. It's that we so happily own it, because even though our logic tells us to let it the fuck go, we can't help throwing more and more blame on ourselves. Whatever this woman's problem was, trust me Robin, listen to your logical side, let it the fuck go, I'm sure you've already damaged yourself over the issue far more 1) then you desrve, and 2) then her stupid letter could've made you.

people are such fucking triggers for us... they do not realize how much their fucking words affect us... i am so sorry this happened, but it seems to me like you did what needed to be done... you let her know what you thought about it all... and i am sure you did it the way that it needed to be done... most people don't realize that most of the time we are fighting for our life or our sanity... hell sometimes even both... so kudos to you for dealing the only way that you could do... the pendulum will swing the other way for you, i just know it... you did feel ok for several days and i am holding on to that for you til you get it back... you are in my thoughts and prayers til it gets here... love and hugzzz... karen :)

I am proud o fu for letting her know how u felt it takes a lot to stick up for ourselves with this illness
9 times out of 10 i let things go and just dont deal with them and then they win
i amm glad u didnt let that happen to u
i am learning to stick up for my beliefs and such right now and also learning that i can trust soem people not all but some i have a list it is email and such and moderated no profanity and such but it is small and personals and full og kind caring peeps if u would like to join it is slow but i am in the worls of making another one due out in DEC... it will be forums
let me know hon or just go join liek i said it is slow but picking up
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/bipo...
thanks for your support too on the forum
((((((((((((huggies))))))))))
anyoen else can join too
if u want to IM me u can I am bipolar4lifejan on yahoo IM let m,e knwo though u are from DS i have had a lot of bad chatters lately

I am so sorry that you are going through such a tough time Robin....You have endured so much and deserve so much more....Love you and thinking of you, Shelle xox ps I think you are special :)