Journal Entry for June 25, 2008
THIS FUCKEN COMPUTER IS GONNA DRIVE ME NUTS. IN THE LAST TWO HOURS IT HAS FROZEN UP, CRASHED, WHATEVER YA WANNA FUCKEN CALL IT ON ME AT LEAST …
Bipolar, Alchoholic&Recovering Drug Addict. I gave up my two wonderful boys due to this ilness and my addictions.
Not alot to say except NASCAR
THIS FUCKEN COMPUTER IS GONNA DRIVE ME NUTS. IN THE LAST TWO HOURS IT HAS FROZEN UP, CRASHED, WHATEVER YA WANNA FUCKEN CALL IT ON ME AT LEAST …
HAVEN'T BEEN JOURNALIZING AS MUCH AS I USE TO. JUST FEEL LIKE I KEEP GOING AROUND IN A CIRCLE AND I'M GETTING TIRED OF HEARING IT SO I …
WHERE TO BEGIN. WELL, SATURDAY ME & BILL WENT OUT FOR A BIT AND ON THE WAY HOME WE GOT SIDE SWIPED. PLUS THE ASSHOLE JUST KEEP …
HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START.
BEEN FEELING VERY MIXED UP AND CONFUSED. JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE I …
THIS IS ODD FOR ME TO BE UP AT THIS HOUR AND ON HERE BUT I JUST CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT. GOT ALOT OF CRAP GOING AROUND IN THE BRAIN AND I …
Stopped by to say "hello" and see how you're doing?
havent talked in awhile, need to get together
Havent talked in awile, just checkin on ya!! luvz jenn
good morning to you... don't know if you are on or not... so i wanted to hug you just in case... love and hugzzz :)
Good morning sweetie. I've missed you. Huge love and hugs to you. Take care.
At the age 12 I first tried suicide. My family didn't react. Being overweight and made fun everyday I developed an eating disorder. I struggled with my weight for a few years until they finally realized at the age of 17 there was a probem. After being hospitalize for starving myself to death my dad step in and got me help. First I was diagnosed as manic-depressive than years later I was diagnosed being Biopolar. Alot has happened since then.
Growing up an overweight girl with a skinny, beautiful sister is where my problems started. All of my family, except my daddy; made me feel ashamed of who I was. At the age of 12 is when I started upchucking which in time,the age 14; I just stopped eating totally. By the age of 17 I was only 73lbs and nearly dead. I did get the help then, thanks to my daddy. But I have always had a tendency to going back to upchucking. Since I lost my daddy in 2000 it's just gotten worse.