Journal Entry for July 24, 2008
Is drinking too much self injury ?in my case it is Im trying to cut down I hate what it does to me
Keeping busy washing and tiding up and looking for …
I have a son and a partner who I have lived with for 14 years. I work P/t as a community carer in the evenings, but not every evening. I have a border collie dog and five chickens who we keep for their eggs. I love reading and swimming but am unable to go at the moment because of my depression. I suffer from depression sinusitus and migraines.
reading swimming, looking after animals, eating out, cinema. I am interested in hearing from people who have depression and how they get motivated
jane1960 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 24, 2008 9:18am
Is drinking too much self injury ?in my case it is Im trying to cut down I hate what it does to meKeeping…
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Hi Ive just got back from Spain and Ive been worrying about finding a better job Ive been off sick for…
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Hi I get bad tmj too its very painful. Im away for 8 days so I will write again when Im back Do you wear…
jane1960 and fortythree are now friends 10:50pm
Is drinking too much self injury ?in my case it is Im trying to cut down I hate what it does to me
Keeping busy washing and tiding up and looking for …
Im suffering again with my sinuses yuk! and back pain
Ive hurt my back and am tired due to all the medication. I am taking,
I hope to go back to work soon as staying at home makes me feel guilty and I …
Ive been to the hospital again and Ive got a nurse coming round tomorrow.
Ive got a sick note for another 2 weeks ruminations and a restless head its …
I feel horrible ruminations and agitation help
Hi Jane, I hope you enjoyed your holiday in Spain, it sounds fantastic. I am in the same situation as you regards sick pay. I have worked on and off the past few years, but never been able to claim sick pay because I haven't earnt enough. I hope your job search goes well, I know how difficult it can be. Love Rachelxx
Hi Jane, thanks so much for your comments on my journal. This morning I had to cancel my job interview because my anxiety has been so bad leading up to it. I feel really guilty about doing that, but I had no choice. I hope you're doing okay, Love Rachelxx
dont know if you got my message?
Many Blessings too you, rememeber do not look at the there and then, But the here and now. Hugs, Sheri K
aweee babes xxx
I have gained a lot of weight. I find it difficult to get motivated becuse I find the symptoms frightening. My self esteem is very low . I find my days off work, worse and often go back to bed. I sometimes see things that arnt there and have a fear of death.
I suffer from SAd and agitated depression. I find it hard to motivate myself and get foregetful.I often go to bed not to sleep but to rest my mind. I am overweight because I cant get to the pool which is my hobby so I get more angry with myself. the annoying thing is friends and family ignore you and think you look ok
I have ground my teeth down over the years. I have a splint but the pain is terrible not only my jaw crunches but my neck,arms and shoulders sting with the pain, In fact I drink wine at night to get me to slleep because it hurts so much.
I suffer from depression and anxity and would like to get health insurance because I have a chronic sinus disorder
I have gained two stones after having my son 10 yrs ago I would like to loose some of it after christmas
I get agitated in my head and twitch at times particuarly at night mornings I panic and shout at times but I dont mean it
I drink too much but I dont think Im an alcoholic Im unhappy and depressed because of past abusive relationships which were not my fault
I am seeing a neurologist today. I have many headaches that last for weeks and sinus pain