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April 9, 2008 7:25am
Today's the day.
Good bye.
Goal Completed on Mar 18, 08
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Journal Entry for March 18, 2008
March 18, 2008 7:42am
I haven't been on DS a lot much but I think I might start coming on more.
I've been hospitlized (for a week at a time) a few times in the past …
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Journal Entry for January 26, 2008
January 26, 2008 3:35pm
I'M STARTING TO SEE SOME ABS HERE, PEOPLE!
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionFucking, fuck. Fuuuuuck
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Mmm...Tears are warm.
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't work.
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Sort of helpful, sometimes.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Anything with meaningful lyrics. Not rap mkai?
- Prozac Not Working
- didn't work.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Counselors are fucking dumbasses who ask stupid fucking questions and think they know everything. 'Nuff said.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- Not enough anymore.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talking about it... Side effects; being laughed at. Dosage; Whenever you can. Does it work; Not really.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It's good to let everything out through words. There are only so many problems in my life, but there thousands of words to express myself with.
Close Teen Sexuality
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Open Eating Disorders
The sight of food makes me feel physically sick . I don't feel the need to eat anymore. I only eat when I'm on the verge of fainting. I starve myself in hopes of losing weight, even though I know I'm underweight. I can't stop myself from wanting to be thinner.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- Forgiveness Not Working
- If you forgive someone, they're just gonna do the same thing to you over and over again. Don't let people take advantage of you.
- Leave Not Working
- Was gonna run away in the summer of '07, but it never happened.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music is really helpful.
Open Alcoholism
I drink so that I can forget about all my problems. Not constantly, but it's definitely there.
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Open Shyness
I'll cross the street to avoid people. I won't answer questions in class. I just can't communicate with people without feeling scared.
Treatments
- Socializing Somewhat Helpful
- Helpful in the sense that you get to see what people think of you. Also being able to share feelings.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Installing moodswing.exe 79%...
Open Bisexuality
Bi-Curious. kthx.
Open High School Stress
Marks are dropping. Guidance counselors call me down practically every period to make sure I haven't self harmed, and the teachers there just piss me off.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- No...Just...Just no.
Open Teen Anxiety
XXsc3ne hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
I cut and burn whenever I feel like I need to escape. I don't know why, but it just feels right. It takes away from the pain inside I guess. Stupid, I know.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- Works really well if you snap them against your wrists/legs. It doesn't scar, but sometimes leaves welts.
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- It keeps slipping outtah me hands D;
- Talking Not Working
- No, because the only response you'll ever get is 'Get over yourself, attention whore'
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