is feeling OK
jees, i need to lose some wieght >.
i play soccer, ride horses, race motorcycles. my parents r divorced, my brother dropped outta highschool for drugs and all i have left is my twin sister dana. who im to terrified to talk to about anything because im scared of what she might think of me... or do herself. but anywhoo over the last year i have become very anti social to my group of friends and i really dont know why... maybe its because they all seem to be kinda avoiding me too? im not sure but i really just 'dislike' very stongly my life.
June 13, 2008 1:42am
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.
April 20, 2008 1:04am
well a couple of days ago, my 5 1/2 months of no cutting was completly destroyed. i was really stressed, told myself, wat the f_ck grabed my …
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oh nothing much. just a bunch of old boring college stuff, becoming a behavioral health tech! summer up here really stinks. ha. more like winter. how about yourself?
i'm doing alright and i'm am not sure on the move thing (about john), so how are you doing?
hey :-)
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i havent seen a doctor or anything. i dont know what my parents would do and even if they could afford counsiling. but im constantly anti social to my friends, i cant sleep or i dont want to get outta bed. and i have some self multilation issues...
I started at the age of 10. when my parents split up and my brother went all drug addict on us. ive been doing it ever since. my mom found our when i was 13. she asked me to quit so i told her i did... i didnt tho. it was gettin really bad last year and told one of my closest friends about it. she said she couldnt help me and we never talked about it again. i still havent quit and once again, its getting worse and it scares me so much.
im a freshman and am not at all good with dealing with stress. and im terrified of whats about to come up in my time at my highschool.
i became severly depressed (though i havent been diagnosed) after my parents divorce when i was ten. then my brother became a drug addict and my grandma past away. within four years i began cutting and snapping and havent stop. i cant tell my friends because they... i just cant, and same with my parents. they couldnt afford therapy anyway... so yeah.
i go through little fits of bulimia and then complulsive exersising... maybe for a week or two, the most was for a month, but its happening more and more since soccer ended. and now im scared one of my firends is starting to because we started a diet a few weeks ago, and shes lost a lot of wieght.... :(
my parents got a divorce when i was 10. it was REALLY bad. i even started SI b/c of it... but thats another story. my brother got into drugs and my sisters really anti-social... so yeah
my dads an alcoholic and my brothers a pot addict... that pretty much sums it up...
my dads one... and it runs in the fam. im only 14 and already have started drinking (on occasion) so theres not much hope for me
my grandma had 3 different types of cancer... in the end they all killed her. lung, breast, and lukimia...
im a ferternal (mind my spelling) twin... so yea...
me = no sleep, like ever. it completly sux...
im either bulimic. or i over eat HORRIBLY. im trying to just get to normal, but i think its way to late for that now.
i dont kno if i really have a pd. but i do kno that im a compulsive liar and thats its controling my life. DS is probably the only place im even halfways truthful... im just terrified of what people will think of the real me. i also have OCD and it really shows when im stressed out.
its a long story. i havnt the time right now. ill write as soon as i do
