Journal Entry for February 15, 2007
February 15, 2007 5:40am
Well, I still feel pretty strong, although it is four o'clock a.m., and my drunk husband just came home. He thinks he is doing so much better since …
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jen3898
is feeling OK
About Me
Have three wonderful children who I'm trying hard not to screw up. :)
Interests
Self improvement, including working on self acceptance. How's that for a paradox? Always a challenge.
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2007
February 15, 2007 12:26am
This is not okay with me. It doesn’t matter that you called. It doesn’t matter that it’s once a week. It probably …
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Journal Entry for February 11, 2007
February 11, 2007 4:08pm
I don't use this journal much. I found it to be really theraputic to use an actual pen and paper. But I love this site, and I'm beginning to …
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Journal Entry for January 30, 2007
January 30, 2007 11:47pm
I know things are getting better. Or at lest I think they are. I'm learning to better take care of my self. Some days I'm still failing miserably. …
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Journal Entry for January 29, 2007
January 29, 2007 7:12am
Forcing never works. I'm forcing right now, even as I type. I think that if I just do all these right things, I can fix everything. If I just get …
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Hello, Let's be friends I am a mother of three also
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I just wanted to say hello and I am glad that things are going better for you. Email me if you want to chat Andy
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It sounds like you have found a good place in life. I have taken Effexor depression. Keep the good work up. I am starting the nasty process ending a relationship.
I’m With You
HI JEN... I AM WITH YOU WHATEVER YOUR DECISION, MY PRAYERS ARE THERE TOO. I'M HERE WHEN-EVER.......... STAY CALM! CASS XOX
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hope things are still getting better
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Close Codependency
I started working on my codependency about six years ago while I was married to my second husband. Now I'm married to my third, an alcoholic, and I'm picking the book up again. I'm "probably" an alcoholic myself, though I stopped drinking (and smoking cigarrettes - another habit) because I was no longer willing to descend into the pit that was beginning to affect my kids (ages 8, 2, 7 mo.) Right now, I am ANGRY at my husband who refuses to admit there is a problem. Codependent again, always
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Considering
- I went to one meeting once. I suppose I should go again.
Close Anxiety
I live with a general sense of fear and anxiety. I anticipate every bad thing that could possibly happen. I've come a long way, and I combat my anxiety with breathing, journaling, and learning new thought processes, but every day is a struggle. I'd love to some day be anxiety free.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
My OCD manifests itself in needing the house to be neat each day before I can function. I'm not as bad as I used to be - having small children, and rearranging my priorities, have made my previous behaviors impossible. Always haunting me, though.
Treatments
Open Panic Attacks
Don't have much of a story. My anxiety leads to minor panic attacks, usually in the middle of the night. Hate it.
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- I needed 150 mg to feel "normal". It slowed me down and stifled my creativity. After going off of it when pregnant, I never went back on.
Open Stress Management
Have worked on stress management for at least ten years. Still need help.
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