born2bblue's Journal

hey everyone i havent written anythin in a lil while but,

this week i have been to a careers of office and it looks

like i am going to join the airforce this year, its excting

i would be movin away from home for the first time

i will b 17 i will spend 9 weeks at RAF Halton and then

11 Months at RAF Cosford its exciting i am going to make

something of myself, woooooooo! haha,m it looks likely

i wont be finishing my second year of college i would leave

sometime later this year, am excited but nervous that bout it

really i would be an IT Specialist earning £128 a week for a while

then i will raise by a lil bit £128 beer money! ACE! haha. see ya round!

hey, i havent written much at all, but now. i think i would like some advice

as in right now, i have gotten into a completly random mood (anger) i feel

really annoyed for no reason i got really angry recently sent my anger towards

my laptop screen its cracked like liquid crystals are running down the screen its going

black. the reason that it happened doesnt matter anymore i feel happier in that

perpestive, as in that area doesnt upset me anymore, i cant see very well as i type

sorry if there are lots of mistakes. sorry, i just feel angry and sad, for no reasons often

i was wondering if, anyone had any advice please? thanks guys :)

i just dont understand, i would like some help, thanks guys :)

i hope everyone is well, please stay in contact, i not always that good at it.

btw i will upload a picture of my laptop screen, i gets me mad that i was so stupid

to do that thankies guys. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

Hey There

Long time no write eh? lol anyway i hope everyone is well i struggle to get online atm with my laptop being outta action! argh! damn technology! needs moe does i!

anyway things are good right now me and luvly jessiecar (hehe) are doing well, er christmas and new year were good stayed up all night at new year went to bed at 7:40am when my dad went work hahaha lmao was i! erm we think dad is going to have to go away for a while, with work for a month going bout 200 miles away argh weird never been apart from him for more than a week in my whole life! thats going to be wird and also our dog, Lucy. she is being very naughty if she had to go then well, that would break me i love her alot althouight as we  speak she has gotten onto the chair and is going to sleep! tsk tsk doggie your not allowed      thier! but tomorrow i start college again yay! weird not seeing my new friends! but i got jess back whom i missed alot so she is back now! which i love! oh oh oh oh for christmas i gt my xbox 360 which i love i help pay for it cause thier expenseive argh! but its way cool! and i love it my little sister asked me if i loved my xbox or my gf more????????????? my GF! OBV HEHE! 

but sorry i dont get to talk alot! atm i actually think about a few ppl on here alot a damn lot! hehe i know some ppl are havina tough time of it right now athought i wish eveyone well and a great start to 08 stay healthy and follow your dreams  my friends!

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