headingwest's Journal

i look at the bible study stuff that i should be doing and i feel peaceful when i read it and i have the book in the car....but still am backed up with other stuff.  so far i love the new house since settling in.  we have been here over two weeks but i just started enjoying it a week ago and it is a mess.  my goal today was to start on the back room and work forward.  also to store all "extra" linens in the store room and rebox and move all the messed up boxes up here.  being up high is way better because there is no bugs up here even without screens it really doesn't matter much.  why does anyone LIVE on first floors and i wonder if on a hill is a better too if on a first floor?  got caught up with work all morning and then fell asleep from it all by 3:00.  woke up feeling good but still not facing all that must be done here, and still not wanting to be around people.  i need to reboot and i can't do that with people.  nice to sit outside.  still miss much though but i am working it out.  i am returning the book on abbey that i was going to use as a diversion, instead i think i will jot down ideas on the stories.  i need money and perhaps i need to get real with it.  abbey isn't a family member and the story i wanted to read is about the fourth brother.  i'll pull that book out again when i am in town or see what i can find on line.  finally looking.  and i have known for sooo long and never checked.  when i sit outside i feel like i am 24 again and i think about books on time travel....lol.  still looking for everything.  and still need to put together an exercise regime. 

i am watching family guy and it is nothing special.  a little too dramatic actually.  i miss my movies.  oh yeah, i wonder when people purge everything is it a way to just do a radical change without changing things for real....think so?