justaguy3155’s Profile

About Me

I’ve suffered from depression, social anxiety and shyness my entire life. I’ve worked both as a police officer and a Christian minister...but the burden of the things I suffer became too exhausting over the years. So I accepted Veteran’s Disability Benefits at the urging of a VA therapist. While I appreciate the opportunity to live life at a more manageable pace…not working has it‘s own pains. I feel there’s nothing that defines me anymore. And not working has wrecked my self esteem. But I would have to admit that working right now is just not an option for me. I have to find a way to feel better about myself, my life…as things are. I divorced in 1999 and have remained single since that time. Finding someone to share life with under present conditions seems a total impossibility.

Interests

sketching in charcoal, photography, hiking, cycling, weight training, swimming, lying in the sun covered in oil and road trips to nowhere. I'm a foolishly silly hopeless romantic who loves making others smile. I also love animals and the beauty and wonder of nature. I find pleasure working in my garden, with my indoor plants and in creating surroundings that are aesthetically pleasing. And THE SAINTS!!!!!