The cat's not hers!! Rebel …
The cat's not hers!! Rebel sez the cat is hers an its not!! Is it?? Just coz shes bigger dont mean she can …

hey, i hope everybodys weekend went better than mine. i did nothing i was trapped in my room with the a/c. the heat wave is back. and i was miserable all weekend. i didnt do anything no laundry, no cleaning, no moping, no dishes. my hubbie, has been buying food out. and i spoke to my sister, shes also going nuts she out of meds shes bipolar, and personaltiy disorder. me and her never got a long but im very concern for her. her marriage is falling apart, her kids are not with her. shes out of meds. her pdoc left she needs a new one. she got marriage after one month, of knowing him. thats how bad her mind is. anyway enough of this. my mind is going too. im so stress my house is dirty and messy. i want to leave. i wish i can afford a cleaning crew to come in and clean it for me. i hate cleaning.especially when im depress.
enough of that. hey the last journel i wrote was only for people i erased from my friendship lists. and they wouldnt respond to my messages or hugs in months. i still care about them and will be there for them but i really dont need them on a list if there really there for me. so please dont get offended.
if you dont respond thats ok too. life goes on and its too short for b.s. god bless you all. have a good week.
The cat's not hers!! Rebel sez the cat is hers an its not!! Is it?? Just coz shes bigger dont mean she can …
well another day...my fastings were 140 this morning but i got up late and had a late snack... so that will be expected …
Today I woke up and was just so tired I had no energy or motivation to go to the gym. This is always the way I feel at …
There are a few things I do when i have to clean and am depressed. I'll invite someone over and then be too ashamed to let them see the way I'm living that I'll clean quickly before they come. I'll also turn on the radio, or put in a good cd and time myself to rush clean up/ put away the clutter in 30 mins. Last is just to start with one item at a time like the dishes, or the bathroom tub. I try for something simple and focus on keeping that clean, until I'm more motivated to clean the rest of the clutter. Your right life is short why worry about cleaning, but don't let the mess get in the way of life either. I wish you the best.
lessjess
If I was near you, I'd help you whip your home into shape and then we'd celebrate like girlfriends do. love ya
twopeople