christih's Journal

We had the cookout yesterday it went well.WE had some last minute addn's and then it started storming as we were cooking the food on the grill but all in all it turned out good.Then everyone left and Jason and I go tready and went to Charlotte .It was a crappy ride in b/c it rained the whole time but had stopped by the time we got there.We went to Coyote Ugly's it was ok but all our favorite bartenders have quit so it is a new group they are ok but not as fun as the other girls.:( My favorite bouncer is quitting too.Dunno how long we will continue to go there now.It is convieniant to start the night off there.Everyone knows us there and we are treated like rockstars.LOL Last night there was a scuffle in the parking lot and it was right in front of hubby's car so he freaked out they wound up having to taze the guy and there was a print on the car where someone slid down the car and his mirror had been adjusted and had a smudge print on it.So he was all freaked out about his car .LOL Him and the car.It was alot of action for such a littl parking lot .LOL I hate I missed the tazing.I want to see someone get tazed in person.LOL That would be hilarious.Not really but ....yeah it would.(as long as it is not me.)

I had a few drinks ,felt good ,had a good time .I always wonder whether drinking or not if I like talk to much or say the wrong things sometimes? I get really chatty and just go on with myself  LOL I don't know if ppl think she's drunk.LOL When really alot of times I am not I am just hyper.Of ourse there are times I am .LOL  My hubby says I look for reasons to worry about stuff I guess that is what I am doing.But I of course always look back over the dayor night and 2nd guess most everything I did.Then wonder is that why so and so did x.Did I say or do something? I get paranoid like that. I have noticed since I started back on the prozac that I have seemingly had MORE anxiety.WEll the lithium and prozac.No telling which it is doing it.Could have been the whole sysle thing too ....pms and all.I am fixing to start a higher dose of the prozac so we will see how this works.