is feeling Good
screwed up my new start already! oops
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I guess I'm pretty messed up.. look at how many groups I'm in!
I'm not you're average 20 year old... my interests are a little different.
September 1, 2008 6:25am
For me, September has always been the start of the year, it makes more sense as it's the start of the academic year, and I guess I also get two …
August 21, 2008 6:40pm
It's Been A While
Hey! So, I haven't wrote a journal cause I didn't have any internet access... I do now, so, what's been goin …
June 23, 2008 12:46pm
More To Life
So, a few months ago I decided to stop drinking and taking drugs, which I admit I've had problems with in the past... and …
June 20, 2008 12:43pm
Who Is The Virus?
Sometimes I hate the virus within me, and just want nothing more than to purge it. It makes me sick to think that it's in …
June 19, 2008 3:35am
Close To Tears
Ok so last night I went to Birmingham to see Alanis Morissette... she is one of my musical icons, because she got me through a …
Hey, How are you? I am hanging in there. I just wanted to thank you for our talk the other day it really helped me. I hade it two weeks and one day w/o cutting. So thank you. How did you mess up your fresh start already? I am sorry I know thats being noisy. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. ANyway I just wanted to check in. I hope your well.
I know I totally messed up the lyrics to "gravity". Thanks for checking in on me and for your wishes my friend.
Every day, every minute is a perfect time to start a new start, no need to wait for a specific date. Best of luck.,
I'm doin' okay... tired all the time, but what's new? I'm heading to the gym in a few minutes, gonna do some cardio & then work with my trainer. Gonna take it easy today. So, you drank too many pina coladas? Funny boy... take an aspirin and call me in the morning! *muah*
did u get the invite?
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I was diagnosed with depression when I was 13, and then again when I was 19 after 2-3 years of being "ok".
I take my anger out on anything. I break things, I hurt myself, I've even killed pets in the past. I hate myself when I do things like that, but I do it because Ithink I deserve to hate myself more at the time.
I'm a 3rd year university student, and every day I get closer to wanting to drop out.
When I was 14 I was abused by my Stepfather. I haven't spoken to my Mother since as she took his side and I guess she doesn't care anyway. I think that what he did is still haunting me.
My Grandma (my primary caregiver) was diagnosed with Breast Cancer in 2000. She's now found a tumour in her womb which may cause complications for her. :(
I had Bulimia when I was a teenager, now I overeat. I find it hard to control my habits and sometimes starve myself.
I've been self harming for as long as I remember.
I was infected on purpose by someone who obviously can't deal with it. He has to infect others to make himself feel better. I found out last year.
My Great Uncle (who was like a Father to me) passed away over 2 years ago, and I still haven't got over it. I don't believe he's dead... I can't get my head around it. It's confusing...
I'm bisexual. I like men. I like women. People call me gay because I like men. It's sad how people cannot comprehend bisexuality. If anyone tells me it's a phase again, I'll probably kill them.
I only live for half a year. As soon as the shorter days come, I get nothing done.
I was diagnosed last year.. but nobody at school decided to test me, they just moaned because they couldn't read my writing..
Always in debt because i'm compulsive and impulsive when it comes to shopping..
Found out I was Borderline after nearly killing myself in front of my ex and consequently seeing a therapist. It makes sense now I guess.
If I have food in the house, I will eat it. I used to have bulimia, and now I need to find the strength not to eat so much.
I can't budget. Every season I spend until I run out, then I live off of nothing. I spend about £1,000 every month then have £300 to last me 3 months. Not good.
I'm bisexual, but I feel that a lot of the challenges that gay men face can apply to me, too
I'd like to find a diet that I can stick to.
Sex got me in to a mess, so I have no sex drive.. I feel that if I were to get with someone, it'd have to be a celibate relationship, with true feelings rather than one based on lust. I don't think I could have sex again for a long time.
I'm studying back pain in class... just here for some pointers.
My Grandma has it... I'm here to collect information for her
It's the least of my problems, but can have a huge effect on my self esteem at times.
