is feeling Horrible
"my whole world is not even three feet tall" myspace.com/ilovemysonlogan missing baby michael and loving our new puppy
February 16, 2008 2:30am
stressed, depressed, overwhelmed, school, homework, grades, tests, projects, quizzes, work, stress, too many hours never see my son, not enough hours …
February 3, 2008 9:06pm
i'm so stressed out that i could cry right now.
January 29, 2008 2:56am
if you want to, light a candle for my baby Michael wish i had known about this site …
Sending hugs and love your way. Hope all is well. Blessings
it has been month, since i have been here, but atleast you are still here and still doing your best.
how are you hun?
a hug and a prayer.......
I started seeing doctors when I was 13. I've been on a lot of diff meds. I'm currently on zoloft, I don't like it but the doc says its the only thing i can take since im breastfeeding. I could wrtie a book but i'm going to stop here.
I lost my first son Michael Thomas Taylor on April 6 2005 bc of spina bifida. He lived for 1hr and 41min His kidneys didnt form right and there was no amnoitic fluid so his lungs didnt develop and he couldnt breathe on his own when he was born. He couldnt handle the breathing machine, one of his lungs collapsed. They had to restart his heart. They let me hold him while he took his last breaths. I held him for nine hours after that and i wanted to believe he was just sleeping. Part of me died that day.
I wake up with a mirgrain everyday. It is so annoying. Can't take much bc i'm nursing my son
I'm an emotional eater. I eat when I'm feeling depressed or alone. and i hate myself after i eat
