someone please talk to me??
September 11, 2008 1:04pm
If theres anyone out there who i can chat to... please message me! Need and would love to talk to someone.
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magz
is feeling Horrible
Is feeling pretty crappy. can't help but feel this way. Where to now from here???
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About Me
If theres anyone who wishes to chat to someone about their situation. Please stop by and chat to me :)Lost the love of my life. Moved again to home sweet home! I have a puppy who is absolutely adorable. I'm a quiet girl yet loud!Very shy but up for almost anything only after a few. cool and down to earth. I've now decided I'm going to stay positive and focus on my goals. Help myself become a better person. No use in crying if ya ain't even trying!
Interests
Love playing the guitar. Grew up playing like a star! (lol not really but i wish!!)Like doing alot of outdoor activities.
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Recent Activity
Thursday
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magz and thehillclan05 are now friends 4:13am
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September 11
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magz joined the Anger Management support group 2:37pm
I'm an angry little beaver!I get very angry and annoyed easily.There are people in particular who know…
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magz wrote a journal entry: someone please talk to me?? 1:04pm
If theres anyone out there who i can chat to... please message me! Need and would love to talk to someone.…
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magz wrote a journal entry: I made a Big Mistake. But I always do, so nothing ever changes does it? 11:23am
I hate being so depressed. I don' think I ever stopped being depressed ever since I was 15. I know…
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I made a Big Mistake. But I always do, so nothing ever changes does it?
September 11, 2008 11:23am
I hate being so depressed. I don' think I ever stopped being depressed ever since I was 15. I know that most will probably not pay attention …
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Journal Entry for June 5, 2008
June 5, 2008 1:48pm
ok ok ok i am now fucked. I took a test and it showed positive. I think im pregnant! I am so stupid! this is really fucked and i just want to die …
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Help me plz! Relationship help!
June 5, 2008 4:30am
Im not happy with my fiance. and i think that I am no longer attracted to him as his personality turns me off day by day as I start to see the real …
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ENGAGED!!!
May 17, 2008 2:32pm
Im having a great weekend so far. Im in Sydney and having the time of my life!
My partner who "was" my boyfriend proposed to me last …
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hello how are you hope you are doing fine !
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Hey Magz, how are ya hun? Just thought I'd show you some love.
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hope u feel better
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Going good here, always busy LOL. Take care. xxx
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I am doing well, moved in with my girlfriend a few months ago and that is going great. Good to have you back! God Bless
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Support Groups
Close Depression
have a lack of self confidence and a low self esteem. finding it hard to cope with reality everyday.Keep waking up to the same day over and over again.
Close Anxiety
magz hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Shyness
I get all shakey and nervous whether going for a walk down the road or saying hi to a relative.I hate eating out in public and being around crowds...And Meeting new ppl the only meds that help are alcohol if im out, give me a few to drink n i'll be right.
Open Insomnia
I cant sleep whatsoever.I have thoughts obscuring my mind 24/7!
Open Bisexuality
Girls are just as hot!
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendRecently lost a dear good friend who I miss immensly, and now have to face the fact that this is real.The world is getting lonlier.Just want him here so we can hug heaps like we did cos they were always so heart warming, comforting and safe! He was always there for me when everything went wrong. I can't thank him enough for boosting up my confidence and strength back then.Im now lost again and have to use the methods he taught me to carry on.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I think i'm being selfish by not trying to think about him too much to save me from the pain. When i cry it somewhat eases the pain.
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- I pull out my anger on my poor father to let it all out which i regret but he's always there and thats what counts i guess.And I scream outloud when im alone and scream in my mind endlessly.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- it helps to an extent but by the end of the night images of his face reappears.
- Music Working / Worked
- helps most of the time depending on what song it is. i like rock and something pupmy like house or techno.Gets my my body moving without having to think.
- Pets Working / Worked
- my puppy is a great help! The greatest company ever!
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- remembering the good times rather than the bad.But then that also makes me sad.
Open Dizziness & Vertigo
magz hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anger Management
I'm an angry little beaver!I get very angry and annoyed easily.There are people in particular who know how to push my button till it makes me explode! And all I do is dig my head into the pillow and scream and feel like punching something so repeatedly hard (which I do- aim for whatevers infront of me) till I completely settle down... This problem happens quite alot.Can't seem to control it.
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