I have never felt this bad before, i just feel so alone and icolated so much it hurts me, I have been crying all through the day on and off. I think i have totaly hit rock bottom. Everyone in the worlds life seems so much better than mine, everyone seems to have somone but me. Everyone seems to have a point, a reason to be. Im spending most days asleep its the only place where i can feel ok. Where i am away from reality for a few hours. I just dont know what to do anymore, I'm just exsisting a sad and lonely soul.
Sorry you are down like this. Seek the help of a counsellor or therapist. Get yourself on a good track when you are young. Sometimes, there's stuff that is blocking our joy. Find what is blocking yours sweetie. Also read some books. I like Eckhart Tolle, but you can find your own books that are just perfect for you. Read about depression. You might find a clue. Read about social anxiety if that's what you are feeling. Read and learn. Wish you were nearby so we could go out for a walk. Take care sweetie.
Shamedtothecore
awwww kazzy i totally know how you mean, i walk around thinking that my life is only going down, you know that night the other day we talked i saw so much warmth, caring, trust me im not just saying this kazzy to to sound all happy and that, its just that you sound great to me, remember when you was telling me about you wanting to be an actress and how you can make yourself angry whensomeomne tells you, you know im 22 i have always been lonely, i was in the centre of manchester yesterday and sitting at the bus stop and seeing loads of peeople walk past and i felt so down i just wanted to be in my room, i know you have so much going for you, it helps me seeing a counciller, yu know there is a place called OFF THE RECORD, where you can put your name down, to see a counciller, its free, it will help, its based in Hyde BUT i see my councillor in Ashton, ill help you on that, even make the call, ill message you the website address, you nknow im here and you will succeeed! xxx
shaz191185
I'm really sorry sweetheart. You know I'm here for you.
Phill