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    About Me

    I am a LESBIAN and I am open about it. Honestly, I dont care anymore if people hate me because of my sexuality. I am who I am and that can't/won't change. I have dealt with cutting for about 7 years now. I have thought about suicide, but I am over that now...(that ended when i came out). I am a Christian. So it gets irritating when HATER "CHRISTIANS" think they know EVERYTHING there is to know about the Bible and rattle off all these SUPPOSED things God said about Him hateing fags. (it doesnt say that by-the-way). um, wat else.....I am 18. I am moving to Illinois next summer with my x (whom i hope to soon, once again, be my girlfriend, partner, wife, whatever you all wanna call it). I plan on having kids someday. and i really cant think of nethn else right now, so if you have any ?s just ask!

    Interests

    I write, poems, songs, stories, etc. I draw, paint, do printmaking. I read, but only when I have spare time, which isn't offen. I USED to sing, and I guess I'd still like to. And I listen to music, I spend a lot of my time in Churchy activities. And hope to, someday, be a GAY RIGHTS ACTIVIST, and work with teens/young teens who are having sexuality/identity issues.

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      Mood July 20, 2008 6:03pm

      i havnt wrote anything in a really long time so i thought id get you all caught up. since my last entry, i have been to church camp..which was …

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    Goal End Date is Mar 19, 09 236 more days.

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    • Close Self-Injury

      I need help.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      I was going to a counsoler for a while, then out of nowhere, I just stopped going (I still live with my parents and they are my only ride until I turn 18, get a good paying job, and get my car fixed(wich, isn't going well). But now that I have had, yet ANOTHER break-down at school, my parents are going to start taking me again, but they don't know about my cutting, they think they are taking me because of my "sickness" (bi-polar disorder and depretion).
      Talking Not Working
      I have tryed talking to my friends and trusted adults (my church family). But everytime I go to a friend for help, they don't know what to do because they haven't been through what I have. And when I go to one of my church family members, they also don't know what to do because they havn't been through it either. But at least they all give it a try. Sometimes its enough to know they are there, and sometimes, it just doesn't work out.
      Talking Not Working
      I have tryed talking to my friends and trusted adults (my church family). But everytime I go to a friend for help, they don't know what to do because they haven't been through what I have. And when I go to one of my church family members, they also don't know what to do because they havn't been through it either. But at least they all give it a try. Sometimes its enough to know they are there, and sometimes, it just doesn't work out.

    • Close Gay & Lesbian Teens

      well, I am a lesbian and a christian so i dont have that many gays to talk to or hang with. i need friend who KNOW what im going through and who UNDERSTAND how i feel. shay

    • Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

      i have had a few people in my life commit suicide and i have been thinking about atking my own life for the past few months. sometimes i just need someone to talk to.

    • Open Bisexuality

      I am bi, and dont want to be, i just want to be either gay or straight. and i am now single because of a back-stabbing,ex-friend.

    • Open Coming Out

      Im trying to come out to everyone i know. but it is easyer said than done.

    • Open Teen Sexuality

      sexuality can mean so many things, and can get so confusing, and i need to talk to people who know were im comming from

    • Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen

      uh, well...im bi-polar..i have sevear manic episodes...sevear lows, and..well y'know bout the mood swings....long story short....im just tryn to cope. AND deal with the rest of my life.

      Treatments

      Music Somewhat Helpful
      Talking Somewhat Helpful

    • Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges

      im not too good at working to keep a relationship alive that LOOKS like there is no hope for.

      Treatments

      Talking Not Working

    • Open Eating Disorders

      ive thought a lot about going anirexic again and have also thought about tryn out belimia(sry 4 the bad spelling)

    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      im not so good with dealing with break ups if the relationship has lasted more than a year and a half. i have currently had a REALLY nasty break-up with a girl, and i havent been able to cope very well, even though we plan on getting back together.

      Treatments

      Forgiveness Not Working
      Leave Not Working
      Love Not Working
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Time Not Working

    • Open Rape

      i have been raped...long story short....if you ask..i tell.

    • Open Transgender

      idk....i have just been giving it a lot of thought l8ly.

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