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    About Me

    Hello everybody, my names Megan, but some people call me Meg, Meggie, or Leggo Meggo (as in leggo my eggo). I have anorexia and binge eating disorder and I also cut. I am determined to get help, recover, and get my life back. I lvoe theater. I am passionate about acting and singing, and I am also learning how to dance. I take voice lessons and I'm a soprano. I love animals and I'm a vegetarian. I am obsessed with the Little Mermaid and anything to do with mermaids. My dream is to be Ariel on Broadway someday. I am always willing to lend a hand and hope that you would be interested in supporting me in my recovery journey, and I am more than happy to be of support to anybody else. I am headstrong, opinionated, and crazy. I I never shut up and often baffle the hell out of people. My weakness is that I care too much. I love my family and friends. I am really eagar to enter into a relationship, because I've never been in a serious one and I guess I'm just dying to be in love.I love life and think it is the most precious, amazing thing.

    Interests

    I love the stage, whether I'm performing or watching others. I sing nonstop. I love to daydream. Writing is one of my favorite ways to vent. I love writing poems and stories to get my feelings out. I absolutely love being in the water. I love to laugh, and I'll love you forever if you can make me do so. I also love spending time with the people in my life. I am a very social person. There's nothing better than sitting down with some tea(always green, sometimes hot, sometimes iced) and a magazine or good novel. I enjoy a good creative project, like making a collage or scrapbooking. I think animals are the purest and most wonderful beings, and that we can learn a lot from them.

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  • Journal

    • Journal Entry for July 23, 2008

      Mood July 23, 2008 11:56am

      Hello all! Well, first thing's first, in my last journal entry I talked about a girl I had recently talked to about getting together, and it fell …

    • Sacrifice myself? NO WAY! Maybe bend a little? perhaps...

      Mood July 19, 2008 10:34pm

      Hello all and hope you are doing well. This journal entry finds me in a precarious position. Recently, one of the girls who I had been trying to …

    • Letter to My High School

      Mood July 18, 2008 12:22am

      This letter is dedicated to the people at my high school who I am stuck on the merry go round of trying to please:

       

      Dear FHS,

       Most of your …

    • Journal Entry for July 16, 2008

      Mood July 16, 2008 9:49pm

      I am so bloody freakin exhausted. Ugh. I completely destroyed my mirror the other night. I don't even know what happened, I just snapped all of a …
    • relapsing (could trigger)

      Mood July 13, 2008 6:18pm

      How funny that just yesterday I journaled about accepting myself and today I deserve nothing less than starvation and death. I HATE my fat stupid …

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      From Actress01 Today

      Thank you so much for the flowers/hug! Hehe. It made my day to get such a nice comment from you. Thanks for caring so much. I truly appreciate your constant support, and you are such a great friend also. I'm REALLY lucky to have met you on here!! I actually DID have a good day today, thank goodness, so thank you for encouraging me to eat and nourish my body. All of your comments really do help me, and I try to think of them when I'm having a hard time. I hope you're doing well today, too. I love you sooooooo much!

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      From puppylove221 Yesterday

      Hahaha same here, if i had to pick a favourite it would be a penguin.

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      From puppylove221 Yesterday

      Hey What ur fav animal? i also love animals

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      From Actress01 Yesterday

      Hi my little bunny froo froo, hope you're having fun with your cousin!!

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      From tadpolemeg Monday

      Love the new pics- It's great to see you looking so happy!

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Self-Injury

      This goes along with my ED, as a way of numbing and sedating myself. I guess it's another way I control and manipulate people, including myself.

      Treatments

      Paxil Working / Worked
      nopers.
      Squeezing Ice Not Working
      I realized this doesn't work because I don't cut to feel something...I cut because it's my way of confronting things I'm not brave enough to address normally.
      Talking Working / Worked
      I told four friends, all of which were extremely supportive and stood by me. They made me feel lucky to have them, and it helped to voice my problems with them.
    • Close Eating Disorders
      Type: Anorexia

      I have anorexia and binge eating disorder. they counteract each other and interfere so much with my daily life. I am so ready to stop starving and cycling.

      Treatments

      Dietitian Consult Somewhat Helpful
      shes nice but just cuz she gives me meal plans doesnt mean i follow them.
      Group Therapy Too Soon to Tell
      i havent gone yet but im going to the one enxt week thats planned so i'll update then.
      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      doesn't really work but I take to make my mom happy.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      yeah now that i've been doing it for awhile it works really well
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      yes this always works.
    • Open ADHD / ADD

      I am an ADD chick lol...i can be doing something and then I'll look out the window and be like "OOO! a bird!" it's not that huge tho, its just a problm when I try to study. but i've accepted that it is a part of what makes me who i am.

      Treatments

      Adderall Not Working
      This not only doesn't help me concentrate, it restricts my appetite, and I'm anorexic so that is a huge frigging issue obviously.
      Music Not Working
      absolutle not lol...just distracts me more. But i still love to sing!!!
      Research Not Working
      I cant concentrate on research! I get distracted even doing that!!!
    • Open Environmental Allergies
      Type of allergy: Other

      I am severely allergic to bees. Last year i got stung durnig school hours and had to be taken away by an ambulance. i have to carry an epipen around until my immunity shots are done which shudb e in about 5 years. ugh.

      Treatments

      Allergy Shots Working / Worked
      obviously working but they freakin hurt!
      EpiPen Working / Worked
      only in emergency situations tho like anaphylaxis
    • Open Vegetarians & Vegans
      Type: Vegetarian

      I have been a vegetarian since the age of 10 because I love animals and it is against my personal beliefs to kill them for our use. I don't eat meat, chicken, fish, or eggs. I don't know if someday I would ever eliminate all dairy from my diet, but I think maybe somedya when I'm older I might.

    • Open Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      Ok so I'm finally admitting it....I have depression.

      Treatments

      Paxil Not Working
      nope not really
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      depends on the person and my mood
      Writing Working / Worked
      yes this works wonders
    • Open Anxiety

      I'm a freaking basket case. I worry that I'll never find true love, never go anywhere.

      Treatments

      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      it depends on the severity of the attack
      Paxil Not Working
      this does absolute shit to treat my anxiety, depression, or anorexia
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      ya occasionally
    • Open Family & Friends of Bipolar

      well my uncle has it and my friend betty has it

    • Open High School Stress

      Well my high school stress is a big part of why I have an eating disorder and why I cut. I've always wanted to be teh best...and I guess it freaks me out to see kids who won't accept me, even though I'm pretty well-liked. I just feel like I want to be the best, and I'me not happy if I'm not thought of as the perfect girl.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      yes, therapy is really helpful, I have to admit. Although I bitch and moan, it feels good in the end to let it out and tell someone.
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      Well I know I'll always have my family, which helps. And I am so grateful for my REAL friends who I know will be there for me no matter what. :)
      Writing Working / Worked
      Writing is such an enormous help for most of my problems. Whenever I feel freaked or insane or unable to deal I write a story or a poem and I feel better.
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