Journal Entry for July 23, 2008
Hello all! Well, first thing's first, in my last journal entry I talked about a girl I had recently talked to about getting together, and it fell …
Hello everybody, my names Megan, but some people call me Meg, Meggie, or Leggo Meggo (as in leggo my eggo). I have anorexia and binge eating disorder and I also cut. I am determined to get help, recover, and get my life back. I lvoe theater. I am passionate about acting and singing, and I am also learning how to dance. I take voice lessons and I'm a soprano. I love animals and I'm a vegetarian. I am obsessed with the Little Mermaid and anything to do with mermaids. My dream is to be Ariel on Broadway someday. I am always willing to lend a hand and hope that you would be interested in supporting me in my recovery journey, and I am more than happy to be of support to anybody else. I am headstrong, opinionated, and crazy. I I never shut up and often baffle the hell out of people. My weakness is that I care too much. I love my family and friends. I am really eagar to enter into a relationship, because I've never been in a serious one and I guess I'm just dying to be in love.I love life and think it is the most precious, amazing thing.
I love the stage, whether I'm performing or watching others. I sing nonstop. I love to daydream. Writing is one of my favorite ways to vent. I love writing poems and stories to get my feelings out. I absolutely love being in the water. I love to laugh, and I'll love you forever if you can make me do so. I also love spending time with the people in my life. I am a very social person. There's nothing better than sitting down with some tea(always green, sometimes hot, sometimes iced) and a magazine or good novel. I enjoy a good creative project, like making a collage or scrapbooking. I think animals are the purest and most wonderful beings, and that we can learn a lot from them.
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I just read and commented on your journal entry and am so sad because I love you so much. You are such…
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hey! I love so many animals, it would probably be hard to pick a favorite, but I would have to say bunnies!…
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dear god! You are a very active girl! That is more exercise than I did at the height of my anorexia!…
Hello all! Well, first thing's first, in my last journal entry I talked about a girl I had recently talked to about getting together, and it fell …
Hello all and hope you are doing well. This journal entry finds me in a precarious position. Recently, one of the girls who I had been trying to …
This letter is dedicated to the people at my high school who I am stuck on the merry go round of trying to please:
Dear FHS,
Most of your …
I am so bloody freakin exhausted. Ugh. I completely destroyed my mirror the other night. I don't even know what happened, I just snapped all of a …
How funny that just yesterday I journaled about accepting myself and today I deserve nothing less than starvation and death. I HATE my fat stupid …
Thank you so much for the flowers/hug! Hehe. It made my day to get such a nice comment from you. Thanks for caring so much. I truly appreciate your constant support, and you are such a great friend also. I'm REALLY lucky to have met you on here!! I actually DID have a good day today, thank goodness, so thank you for encouraging me to eat and nourish my body. All of your comments really do help me, and I try to think of them when I'm having a hard time. I hope you're doing well today, too. I love you sooooooo much!
Hahaha same here, if i had to pick a favourite it would be a penguin.
Hey What ur fav animal? i also love animals
Hi my little bunny froo froo, hope you're having fun with your cousin!!
Love the new pics- It's great to see you looking so happy!
This goes along with my ED, as a way of numbing and sedating myself. I guess it's another way I control and manipulate people, including myself.
I have anorexia and binge eating disorder. they counteract each other and interfere so much with my daily life. I am so ready to stop starving and cycling.
I am an ADD chick lol...i can be doing something and then I'll look out the window and be like "OOO! a bird!" it's not that huge tho, its just a problm when I try to study. but i've accepted that it is a part of what makes me who i am.
I am severely allergic to bees. Last year i got stung durnig school hours and had to be taken away by an ambulance. i have to carry an epipen around until my immunity shots are done which shudb e in about 5 years. ugh.
I have been a vegetarian since the age of 10 because I love animals and it is against my personal beliefs to kill them for our use. I don't eat meat, chicken, fish, or eggs. I don't know if someday I would ever eliminate all dairy from my diet, but I think maybe somedya when I'm older I might.
Ok so I'm finally admitting it....I have depression.
I'm a freaking basket case. I worry that I'll never find true love, never go anywhere.
well my uncle has it and my friend betty has it
Well my high school stress is a big part of why I have an eating disorder and why I cut. I've always wanted to be teh best...and I guess it freaks me out to see kids who won't accept me, even though I'm pretty well-liked. I just feel like I want to be the best, and I'me not happy if I'm not thought of as the perfect girl.