chiocort1's Journal

My progesterone was at a 1.9. RE seems to think I am fixing to start any day now, definetly before I was supposed to.  He says we missed ovulation. I know I am not pregnant and I have known this since the post coitial but God, it still hurts. How could we of missed it? How? I keep trying to tell myself that this was our first time but all that planning just didnt work. I will be that much happier when it does happen, another thing I keep telling myself. I wish someone would tell my heart all this.

I am very irratable today, I have wanted to snap several times at my mother which is not like me. I am not sleeping either. I maybe got 2 hours last night. Jim has decided to quit  smoking for Lent. He really could not of picked a worse time. I dont need him to be irritable and stand offish right now. He is being an asshole. I need him to support me right now not try to conquoer THIS. The stress is getting to me. I had a few nice says there when I wasnt totally consumed but I guess those days are over, I now impaitently wait for another cycle to begin.