I hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!
April 1, 2008 4:54pm
I hate my life. I am tired of being miserable and shaking and crying and feeling like my head is going to explode b/c my blood is boiling. Is it …
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Struggling in life. Fight depression (have all my life). Marriage is shaky (love the jerk, though :) that's for sure). Insecurities and weight issues are a big part of my dissatisfaction. Almost 40! I've decided not to celebrate birthdays anymore. Just trying to figure it all out, really. I've met some great people here. Karlee is the best!!!
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I am still shocked and scared!
March 17, 2008 11:57am
What would you do if you lost your little one? I'm so grateful that I got my angel back, but the other night we lost him. We thought he was dying …
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okay, call me a ding-bat
March 5, 2008 12:24pm
I now see the comments on my journal entries. I feel like a heel for not responding, but I've never looked. I presumed that if someone commented …
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Well, the saying is true folks
March 5, 2008 12:13pm
what goes up must come down!!! Had a blowout w/hubby last night. It was awful. He totally wouldn't talk to me, acted as if I didn't exist …
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Close Depression
Battled depression for years. Have had a rough couple of years and am currently not on meds but am very down. Looking for support and direction.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- didn't help me much.
- Lexapro Not Working
- didn't do a thing for me.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- worked in past but really numbed me out too much.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support is always a plus.
- Writing Working / Worked
- It has helped at times.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- worked long time ago, had mild depression @ the time.
Close Obesity
I've always struggled with extra weight. Several years ago I lost a lot (wasn't obese for first time in yrs) but thru a lot of life situations I've gained most of it back. Struggle w/the mental aspect mostly.
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- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Cutting out refined carbs really helped.
- Elliptical Trainer Working / Worked
- It feels like I get a really good workout using the ellipital machine.
Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
I have a wonderful son. He is a true challenge sometimes. :)
Open Infidelity
My husband suddenly abandoned me while I was very pregnant b/c his ex-wife decided to show up! We reconciled and it's been over 2 yrs now, but it's been a very hard road to forgiveness.
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- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- It's an ongoing process that I don't think will EVER be complete but to forgive is the only way to move on with our lives.
Open Miscarriage
I got pregnant while on depo shortly after having a baby. I was 5 months pregnant and had only known a week that I was pregnant when I lost my angel. I delivered him alone, held his tiny perfect little body and lost my mind to be frank. It's been a hard road even though it's over a yr now.
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- D&C Working / Worked
- It fixed the physical problems w/the loss of my angel. I almost died and had to have a blood transfusion.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy biggest loss in life is when I lost my angel last year. He was born perfect but lifeless. The reason I would like to join this community is b/c my husband is having a hard time with the loss of his father earlier this year. It's been a horrible experience. We lived with him thru cancer for about a year. Seeing him die slowly is indescribable and no amount of knowing that can prepare you for the loss of someone you love very much. I just don't know how to help him thru this.
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- Crying Working / Worked
- It lets some of the pain and emotion out.
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- It's all a part of any loss I believe.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Lots of internet reading for me.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Nothing beats support imo.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- This place is great so far!
- Talking Working / Worked
- I think it's very important to talk it out.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I need some help! I'm very overweight and unhappy about it. I'm really looking for motivation and strength to take action.
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- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Of course it works. It's a matter of being able to make myself do it, though.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Breea hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anxiety
I've had anxiety for many years along w/depression. For the past several years I've had a lot of bad things in my life and it seems things will never get better at this point. I need help!
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- Xanax Working / Worked
- don't take regularly although it levels me off if ever I do take it.
Open Stress Management
I'm stressed!
Open Fitness Goals
I'm overweight right now. I used to love jogging/power-walking. Looking for motivation.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I can't say I really have PTSD, but ......haven't been the same since my husband abandoned me while 8 months pregnant to be w/his ex-wife. HE broke my heart, we reconciled and now 2 yrs later I still have issues. Also lost my angel last year, can't get over holding my deceased baby. It was the worst moment of my life. Just looking for answers so I thought I'd check this community out.
Open Anger Management
Breea hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Codependency
Breea hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Video Game Addiction
Hubby has the addiction. It's really hurting our marriage. AFter reading a few posts in this community I'm really worried!
Open Child Support & Custody
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