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    About Me

    I am 45 years old. My mother had 7 girls and 4 boys and my mother lives with me. I work for Walmart since 1995 and enjoy working with the public. My hobbies are doing crafts and scrapbooking and I also like to travel or go on criuses.I also just like to take long drives in the evening or take long walks just looking at sky.

    Interests

    I like the outdoors, crafts, scrapbooking and more. I also like to travel and go on cruises and just have a good time.

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      i saw that you changed your status to bad. I hope you feel better my friend. Big hugs

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      From eileenR Yesterday

      You are right my friend, we will keep on going. It is a must. I will pray for you. And I am here for you. No need to wander if the pain will end because it will. We all know the pain is so paralyzing, that we wish the clock would stop. But God has shown me no matter what the second hand keeps going, and the minute hand, and the hour hand. Etc. God is in control of the clock, and his time is not ours. But if we stare out the clock and do nothen else it will not help us to grow. We need to step out and see the sun, dance in the rain, jump up and down, put laughter in a medicine jar, and show we are alive. I don't know what todays plan is for either us but I do know we have a friendship that will help each other when we fall in the quick sand. So here dear friend, have a hug from me to you. HUGS HUGS HUGS.

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    Goal End Date is Jun 6, 08 49 days ago.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
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    Goal End Date is Mar 23, 08 124 days ago.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
    211
  • Support Groups

    • Close Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Partner/Spouse

      I was with Tex for 24 years and two of those years we were married. Tex died all of a sudden on Jan 24th, 2006 at home around 3:00 in the afternoon. I also lost two Aunts and a grandson who was only 14 years old all in a three month period. Ialso lost afew close friends at the same time

      Treatments

      Grief Counseling Working / Worked
      talking to a councilor
      Keeping Busy Not Working
      trying to stay busy
      Paxil Working / Worked
      Prozac Somewhat Helpful
      I have some good and some really bad days and the prozac has helped some. I still have alot of problems sleeping at night and having alot of anxiety attacks
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      My family and close friends are close by my side and are their to support me when I really need then at my worst times
      Writing Working / Worked
      It has helped some but still doing alot of writing
    • Close Widows & Widowers

      I was with my husband for 24 years and two of those married when all of a sudden he collapsed on the floor on Jan 24, 2006 and passed away right at home in front of me and I couldn't do anything to help because he was laying face down and I couldn't roll him over to even try to CPR and had to wait for the paramedics to come.

      Treatments

      Prozac Somewhat Helpful
      Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      Writing Working / Worked
    • Open Depression

      My husband of 24 years passed away on Jan. 24th,2006 at home. I was home in another room when he passed. I got so bad that I was actually going after people before I was put on Prozac

      Treatments

      Prozac Somewhat Helpful
      I really felt like I just wanted to hurt someone or myself before I did go to the doctors who then pit me on Prozac. I started out on 20 mil. a day but seemed to get really worse then it was upped to 40 mil. I found that I was still having problems with not being able to to my job and go to work. I did feel like I was tired all the time and just wanted to sleep. then I started having more problems and I am now up to 60 mil. a day and just want to get of all my medications
      Writing Working / Worked
      Paxil Working / Worked
    • Open Sexual Abuse

      I was abused by a cousin and two uncles when I was younger

      Treatments

      Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
      Talking to my therapist
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      I keep a journal
    • Open Financial Challenges

      I lost my husband and know I don't have that income and struggling to keep my head a float and survive

    • Open Healthy Eating

      I am 46 years old and over weight since about eighth grade after I was abused by several relatives and need to take my life back over and fight

      Treatments

      Physical Exercise Not Working
      I do walk alot each day but don't seem to loose anything
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I weighed 216 pounds and then my husband passed away and then went down to a size 14 but gained all my weight back after going on medication for depression

      Treatments

      Curves Somewhat Helpful
      quit going after husband passed away
    • Open Pet Bereavement

      I had two dogs and the first one wasnamed tramp and was crossed between a beagle and daushound. The second one was a pekinese

    • Open Lactose Intolerance

      It really stinks especially when you are traveling alot

      Treatments

      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Anxiety

      I lost my husband of 24 years together just two years agao on Jan.24th 2006

      Treatments

      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      I sometimes think it helps but lately I feel like it is getting worse
    • Open Panic Attacks

      my husband and grandson passed away over two years ago along with other family members with in a three month period.

      Treatments

      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      Seroquel Too Soon to Tell
    • Open Parents of Children with ADHD

      I HAVE A NEPHEW THAT HAS ADHD AND WOULD LIKE TO LEARN MORE ABOUT IT AND HELP HIM

    • Open Hysterectomy

      I had a Hysterectomy when I was about 40

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